Bad week

I dun know where to start.

All I know is that I had a bad week.

Had been enduring everything.

Until I couldnt take it anymore that I started to throw tempers.

Found myself breaking down a few times this week.

I had been trying my best to accommodate everything.

But I guess everyone is hard to please.

I cant never reach expectations.

It makes me wonder am I really that bad??

Sometimes it makes me feel useless.

I know of times when someone did appreciated the hard work and efforts that I have made.

And I really appreciate it.

But perhaps the crude remarks always made me overlook the good things.

It didnt help much when i'm feeling sick.

The stupid cough is back again.

Lets welcome a new friend, Mr Flu.

Wish there is somebody to take care of me.

I need a shoulder to lean and cry on.

I'm tired.

I'm missing magic, my naughty golden retriever.

I missed having him laying his head on my laps and chest.

I missed how he always tried to squeeze with me on the sofa.

Found myself always thinking of him whenever I'm feeling down.

How pathetic I am.

To be missing a dog instead of a person.