Saturday, November 24, 2007

Life is so vulnerable.

One moment you are still strong and healthy,

The next moment you are bedridden.

Found myself once again in the familiar ward of ICU of TTSH.

Seeing the tubes all over her body

And how weak she has become

Makes my heart ache.

There are people who are trying so hard to fight for survival

While there are people out there who give up life so easily.

Her days are limited.

The decision made might be a cruel one.

But felt its the best for her.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Random thoughts

Everything is finally over.

I thought I will be strong like the first time round.

But I was wrong.

This time round it hit me harder than I thought.

Indeed I felt a sense of relief the moment it was over.

I thought I could cope well.

But later did I know the sense of loss crept in later.

I felt I lost a part of me.

The more I tried to put on a brave front.

The more upset I felt.

I followed every single advice Prof Tan gave.

But the more I followed,

The more upset I felt.

The more it reminded me that it was gone.

This time round you emerged as a warrior,

While I'm the loser.

I thanked you for the care and concern you gave during this period.

Thanked you for being there for me.

But I know deep down inside it will take some time for me to get over it.

As much as I want to be emtionally dependent on you,

I know I cant.

I know I am selfish to ask you to put the pursuit on hold.

But right now I know I still need you to be there for me.

Before I can give the blessings.

I'm really tired.

Its tough being strong.

I need a shoulder to cry and lean on.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Life's not a bitch!

Chanced upon a few quotes which I find it very meaningful.

"Every single person will experience these feelings at some point during their lifetime: tragedy, failure, depression and hopelessness but they will also experience joy, happiness, success and unconditional love. We live in a world of duality. There is a reason for it."

"No matter how tough and rocky life is, one MUST have the determination to walk through it bravely. It is just part and parcel of life."

No matter what happen, dont lose faith in yourself.

We will always be there for you.

Jiayou!!!!

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Missing Him

I miss his name appearing on my phone.

I miss his sweet msgs.

I miss his grumblings about my late night outs.

I miss his naggings about my weekly mahjong sessions.

I miss his teh-ness.

But its too late.

Thanks for the sweet memories.

Its time to close this chapter and move on.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Unexpected...

Never did I expect I will bump into him.

It has been a good 6 years since we last heard of each other.

Gone were the ah beng looking boy which I had fallen for years back.

Instead a neatly looking young chap stood in front of me now.

For no reason,

My heart skipped a beat.

My face blushed.

I didnt have the courage to talk or look at him.

Maybe it will be another good 6 years before I have the courage to talk to him.

Thanks for the sweet memories that you have given me...=)

Monday, July 16, 2007

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

A Reason, A Season, A Lifetime...

Received an email from Mr Kenneth.

Though most of my friends would have received it,

Felt that I should share it again

Coz I found it very meaningful.

Here it goes.

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.


When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.


Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.!


LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant .

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

Monday, July 09, 2007

New Journey...

Embarking on a new phase of my life.

Officially a member of the working class.

The first week at work was a breeze.

Besides attending meetings and visiting the project sites,

I pretty much had nothing to do.

For the whole week,

The admin and finance department were busy with the changes in GST.

I couldnt offer my help

As I wasnt from that department.

I could only watch them in action.

Everyone in the office is busy.

I'm the only slacker around.

Felt like a bimbo.

I was lucky enough to earn a lunch treat from my boss on the very first day of work.

Dun be mistaken.

The treat wasnt to welcome me.

Instead it was more of an encouragement to the rest before the start of a new project.

It seems like this is his practice.

Had our lunch at a Japanese restaurant called Santaro @ Amara Hotel.

It was funny seeing how my boss keep nudging my colleague to order more food each time the waitress came to refill our green tea.

My boss finally gotten my name right on my 3rd day of work.

I gotten my own name card..=)

I quite like the environment here.

It seems like a bubbly environment.

Everyone here is nice and bubbly.

From the boss to colleagues.

Hmm maybe becoz its just my first week of work.

Havent really experience the office politics yet.

Everything seems so nice for the time being.

Shall monitor the situation.

Work aside.

The weekends saw me winning my highest record of winnings in Mj..=)

But also the highest records of my losings..=(

But nevertheless,

I still love MJ!!!!!

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Questions In Mind...

I'm toying with the idea of cutting my hair short.

I'm toying with the idea of locking up my blog.

I'm toying with the idea of getting a new line.

hmm should I??

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Tired...

Having to deal with the sudden loss of granny,

problems of friendship and some personal stuffs at the same time can be quite tiring.

I think I have hit the lowest point in my life.

I'm tired.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Lesson Learnt...

" Being good to people dun always pay off "

Fcuking pissed off and disappointed.

One more good reason to affirm the dead feelings.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Ups and Downs...

It was a week of ups and downs.

Downs.

My immune system was down once again.

Eye infection and fever kept me in bed from Sunday to Tuesday.

I could barley open my eyes on Sunday.

Felt like a blind man.

Fever has become my best friend for the past 2 months.

It was the third time in the past 2 months that he visited me.

Granny was hospitalized.

Visited her over the weekend.

Her condition was stable and nothing serious.

Phew.

The strap of my heels broke after my interview.

Blisters were found on both feet at the end of the day.

Think its time to get use to walking around in heels.

The nuisance calls are back once again.

And it irritated the hell out of me.

When will it stop completely?

Ups.

Cho, my driving instructor, said that I could pass my TP if I continue to keep up with the good driving....=)

Was finally called up for an interview.

Keeping my fingers cross for the second interview.

Gotten myself 2 pairs of heels and a top.

When is Charles & Keith having sales??

I'm eyeing a few pairs of heels and wedges.

I was the biggest winner for Sat's mahjong game.

My cousin is pregnant with a baby boy.

Its a Virgo Baby.

Virgo.

Gemini.

Its only 3 months differences.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Random Thought #5

Its amazing how one's mood can affect another.

I'm affected by it unknowingly.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Random Thoughts #4

Pardon me if the entry doesnt seem to flow.

Dun know how to start the entry.

Just wanna get my thoughts penned down.

For the past 2 weeks,

I lost my direction.

All the while I knew my feelings clearly

There maybe times when I felt nasty about it.

But I still managed to brush it off.

Without any slightest thought.

Until he brought up the topic on that fateful night.

Thats when I started to question myself.

For that entire 2 weeks I thought I still have feelings for him.

But after being a clown over the weekends,

I came to realise something.

The feelings for him is no longer there.

Its not him that I miss.

Its his companionship which I'm too used to.

Pardon me for the decision I've made.

I'm just alittle ashamed to face you for the time being.

Friday, May 04, 2007

十三么...

It was another night of mahjiong with the usual kakais.

Guess what??

Sini won in one of the game with 十三么.

Somemore she zi mo.

Have been playing mahjiong for 2 years.

Never did I once won with 十三么.

Lucky Gal.

十三么...

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Goodbye NUS

Sorry folks for the lack of updates.

The past few weeks were busy rushing thru assignments, case study and prepared for exams.

Finally I can kiss goodbye to exams.

No more exams in the short run.

No more assignments,projects and presentations for the time being.

My four years in NUS has finally ended.

Make many new friends throughout these four years.

Though we might not be that close.

But I'm glad that I have them as my course mates.

Going through the endless presentations.

Rushing through projects into wee hours in school.

These will be the memories I will keep with me.

Finally I'm a graduate.

No longer an undergraduate.

Counting down to my commencement which will start in the first week of July.

So my dear gals,

Prepare to take leave on the first week of July.

hehe.

Goodbye NUS

Sorry folks for the lack of updates.

The past few weeks were busy rushing thru assignments, case study and prepared for exams.

Finally I can kiss goodbye to exams.

No more exams in the short run.

No more assignments,projects and presentations for the time being.

My four years in NUS has finally ended.

Make many new friends throughout these four years.

Though we might not be that close.

But I'm glad that I have them as my course mates.

Going through the endless presentations.

Rushing through projects into wee hours in school.

These will be the memories I will keep with me.

Finally I'm a graduate.

No longer an undergraduate.

Counting down to my commencement which will start in the first week of July.

So my dear gals,

Prepare to take leave on the first week of July.

hehe.

Monday, April 09, 2007

Fever...

The Good Friday long weekend was finally here.

But I kissed good bye to my long weekend.

My long weekend was spent nursing a high fever at home.

Was down with fever on Thursday.

It was terrible.

One moment I will be shivering with cold,

The next moment I will be sweating like hell.

My head was feeling heavy all these while.

For a moment I thought I would be admitted to the hospital.

Temperature was fluctuating between 38.8 degree Celsius to 40.5 degree Celsius throughout the 3 days.

Appetite was poor.

Vomited whatever went in my stomach, including water.

I felt like i was pregnant instead of having a fever.

Doctor warned against the high temperature and the vomiting.

If my condition still persists on Sunday, I would have to see him again.

But luckily,

both the fever and the vomiting were gone.

Still feeling a little weak though.

But everything is okie now.

Now I have a phobia for medicine.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Random Thought #3

Human are selfish.

They want the best of both worlds.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

A long week...

Finally here I am blogging away.

The week was a busy one.

With some hiccups here and there.

Was tied up with work, school and tution.

Shuttling between school and work and the kid's places can be a tiring one.

But luckily someone crappiness always never fail to cheer me up.

It was grandpa 3rd death anniversary on Sunday.

All of us gathered together to do a last ritual for him.

How time files.

Its been 3 years since he passed away.

In the midst of my hectic schedule,

I still managed to find time to catch up with old pals and pamper myself...hehe

It was Movies and Ktv night on Wed and Thurs with Jean N Jackson.

Watched 300 and Mr Bean.

Wasnt tat fantastic after all.

Hearty Paws is out.

I wanna watch.

Friday was gal's night out at the Clinic.

Followed by Buddy's night at MOS on Saturday.

Sunday was a day of relaxation.

Pamper myself with a manicure.

Recently I felt tat my life was being intruded.

Close friends should know what happened.

Someone has been snooping around my friendster n blog.

Trying to find out any tiny teeny info about my life.

I'm fine with people reading about my life.

But please dun disturb my life and my friends too.

I dun like to repeat myself umpteen times.

If I said nasty stuffs to you,

please be smart enough to back off.

Close friends of mine know that I normally dun make nasty remarks

If I made nasty remarks to you,

It means u irritated the hell out of me

and I have condemned you.

So please be smart and dun act like a loser.

Wen told me some stuffs yesterday

And it scared me.

Hopefully this wun happen to me.

It will be a week of anticipation.

I'm keeping my fingers cross.

But at the same time I'm telling myself not to pin too much hopes.

The higher I hoped,

The greater I fall.

Whatever the case is,

I think I will have fun this Sunday.

It makes me feel like a young girl once again...=)

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Random Thought #2

Just when I thought its a new beginning,

It turned out to be an ending.

Being too honest doesn't help.

Well, I felt that honesty is important in a relationship.

If I said I'm not feeling any less disappointed,

I'm lying.

I knew I had fallen somehow into it.

But luckily,

Its still not tat deep.

Maybe its a good sign.

I dun have to worry about all the issues linking to it.

I dun have to overcome the courage to love again.

But one thing I know for sure,

This time round I'm not going to give up my friends over guys.

Definitely.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Random Thoughts #1

爱真得需要勇气。。。

Monday, March 05, 2007

Happy Gal...=)

I'm a happy gal.....=)

What makes me a happy gal??

The 10 reasons below contributed to my happiness.

1. I had a fabulous weekend.

2. I had half of my food cravings satisfied
- I miss Sushi Tei.
- I miss Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao.

3. I had my dinner at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe on Friday.
- I love their Bo Lou Bao.
- I love their Ice HK milk Tea.
- I love the place.
- I'm definitely going back again...hehe.

4. I had steamboat dinner on Saturday.
- Had plates after plates of beef, golden mushroom, spinach, oysters, prawns, slices fish...etc

5. I had NYDC famous boney cake.
-Simply love having the chocolate chip ice-cream over the hot brownie...Yummy!!!

6. The apparels which I ordered from the Taiwan Spree has arrived.

7. I watched Music and Lyrics Sneak Preview on Saturday.
- Was quite disappointed.
- The movie wasnt as good as I have expected.
- I wanna watch Hearty Paws.
- Wondering when is it going to be screened.
- Hopefully it wun disappoint me.

8. I went to Balcony.
- I ordered Chocolate Mint Martini.
- Didnt like it.
- Didnt like the taste of Mint....Yeeks!!
- I still prefer Lychee Martini.

9. Having to see my friends able to click well and have fun together.
- Thanks people for making clubbing at MOS a fantastic one on Friday.
- Tim & Jacq
- Stewart & Kangwei
- Sebest & friends
- Irene, Chian Yee & Debbie
- I had fun that night.
- Hope u all enjoy yourselves too...=)

10. I made my first attempt in cooking dinner.
- Mummy couldnt make it back in time for preparation of dinner that day.
- I volunteered to cook dinner.
- Took 45 mins to prepare... long right.
- I cooked the veggie, the soup and rice.
- Reheat the meat and fish.
- Mummy gave me a 6/10 for the veggie.
- 8/10 for the soup....hehe
- I need to polish up my cooking skills.

The above 10 reasons are Genevieve's guide of being a happy gal for the week of 26th Feb to 4th March.

Hmm wonder what will this week be like?

Oh yar, theres something I wanna share with u guys.

Especially my fellow mahjong players.

Came across an article on mahjong on the newpaper.

Here are some interesting facts from the article regarding the game.

Not too sure whether u all know about it.

Did you know...

1. Upon winning 十三么, the player has to walk around the table and give a hongbao to the owner of the house.

2. It is considered a taboo to leave the mj table during the 西风.
This supposedly causes one's luck to change.

3. The fourth player is refrain from throwing 西 when 3 西 have been discarded in a row.
This is because 4 西sounds like "all players die together" in Cantonese.

4. Discarding 一铜 during 西风 is a taboo.

This sounds like "all players die together.

5. Never buy shoes and meet a monk before a game.
This is said to be unlucky.

How true is this??

Its up to u to believe.
Ending the entry with the pics taken at MOS
And
A song " Way back into Love" from Music and Lyrics.
A nice and catchy Song.

@ MOS 020307

Me, Debbie, Chian Yee & Irene...

Us @ the Toliet...
Pretty Chian Yee with The Bunny Teeth mE..=P

Camera- whoring @ The Toilet again..

A failed attempt of trying to capture the 4 of us.

Me & Irene @ The rETro Room...

Me & Stewart...Love this pic...

Me & Kangwei...

My 2 Bubbies...Stewart & Kangwei

Trying to Act Cute...

Another attempt to act cute...

My Proud Effort...



Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Camera- whoring #1

Kelvin & Ah Lai's birthday celebration @ Power station 230207


Celiene, Ah Lai & Xiufang

Xiufang & Kelvin

Alex, Edmund & Kelvin

Me & Kelvin

Xiufang & Celiene

Ah Lai, Celiene,Me & Xiufang

Ah Lai & Xiufang

Edmund,Xiufang, Me & Celiene

Kelvin & Celiene

Say Cheese!!!

4 babes @ Dbl O



Monday, February 26, 2007

Pisces...

February is coming to an end soon.

And March will be arriving in a couple of days.


The horoscope of Pisces (19 Feb to 20 March) will dominate during this period.

Realised that I have a couple of Pisces friends around.

The first one to kick off the birthday celebration was Weiming.

His birthday was last Friday,23 Feb.

Sorry,

Wasnt able to join u and Kenneth at Dbl O for your birthday celebration.

Read up on the characteristics of Pisces.

Heres the traditional Pisces traits:

Imaginative and sensitive
Compassionate and kind
Selfless and unworldly
Intuitive and sympathetic


On the dark side....

Escapist and idealistic
Secretive and vague
Weak-willed and easily led




Pisces would most likely get along well with...

Scorpio (Born October 23 - November 21)

Cancer (Born June 22 - July 22)

Capricorn (Born December 22 - January 19)

Taurus (Born April 20 - May 20)


Hmm how true it is.

No wonder I'm clicking well with them.

Haha.

Its way past 12 midnight.

So Before I sign off.

Kelvin,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!





Friday, February 23, 2007

Lost...

Its raining now and I'm stuck in the office.

So here I am blogging away.

Its Friday again.

Time for partying.

I look out of the window and saw Mdm wong on my left and Momo on my right.

But somehow I no longer have the desire to party.

Maybe becoz I have been partying way too much for the past 2 months

That I lost the desire.

Its birthday celebration for Ah Lai and Kelvin later on.

The usual partying gang will be there.

Looking forward to see them.

Love their company.

Not too sure where we are heading.

Its either St James or Ddl O.

Ah Lai and Kelvin, can we go Ddl O??Please...=p

Was surfing the net just now.

Came across a daily horoscopes prediction for the day.

It said that Cancerians will be feeling confused for the day.

Thats true.

I have been feeling confused ever since I woke up this morning.

But the werid thing is I dun even know what I'm confused about??

It seems like I dun really understand myself nowadays.

I no longer can understand myself .

No longer can explain my own feelings.

No longer can articulate my own thoughts.

It seems like I have become a stranger to myself.

I seem to have lost myself.

Lost in the hectic world.

Perhaps I'm tired.

Perhaps its the heavy workload.

Perhaps I'M stressed out.

Perhpas its time to retreat back to my own comfort world.

To recharge and recollect myself.

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

Happy Lunar New Year

Happy Lunar New Year!!!

I'm too lazy and tired to blog about what happened during Chinese new year.

I will keep it short and sweet.

Housevisiting.

Mahjiong.

Drinking.

Were the events that took place during the 3 days of chinese new year holidays.

Theres less ang baos this year.

But I recieved a big fat ang bao from daddy...=)

Thanks daddy!!!

I'm heading off to bed now.

Its partying at St James tml to celebrate Ah lai and Kelvin's birthday.

Night.



G ranny together with Baby Millard and Xiao Yi

My nephew, Baby Millard


Me with baby Le Xuan























Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Moving On...

I wanted so much to say this out loud to the whole world.



"I'VE SUCCEEDED IN MOVING ON...."



Since the start of the new year I realised something.



I no longer think of him.



I no longer cry over him.



And



I no longer have the urge to check out his blog like the past.



All along I knew I have move on.



Leaving the memories we once had behind.



But to what extend??



I'm not too sure.



Its only yesterday that I found out I have completely move on.



No longer was there any heartache when reading about him and other gal.



The once familiar heartache which I experienced when reading about Runny was nowhere to be found.



I kinda like this feeling.



No romantic feeling.



No jealousy.



No heartache.



Just a pure feeling of love, care and concern for a friend.



I like the way we are now.



Keeping contact as friend.



Being there for each other when one party needs help.



Not forgetting our love for Magic too.



Just remember my ears and shoulders are always available.



This doesn't apply to him only.



But to all of my friends too.



Especially the gals and my 2 bubbys.



Without u guys, I wun be able to make it to where I am today.



Love you guys.



Love you too, Magic.


Monday, February 05, 2007

Friends..

Made a new friend at Dbl O last Fri.

A sweet looking girl named Elaine.

She was walking wobbly towards the toilet when I met her.

Seeing that she was all alone by herself I decided to help her.

She burst into tears the moment we reached the toilet

And started to confide in me about her relationship problem.

Thats when our friendship began.

I saw the past me in her.

But compared to her, I was much more fortunate.

I had the support and love from family and friends.

Whereas she is suffering all this alone as she told no one about it.

Sleeping pills and anti-depression pills became her best friends now.

Saw several cuts on her wrist too.

It hurts to see her suffering like this.

I wanted to help her but I dun know how.

All I can do is provide a listening ear, some advice and companion.

It takes time and own determination to get out of it.

I have done it

And I believed she can do it too.

Its just a matter of time.

*********************************************************
Friends dun take advantage of friends

Especially in terms of physical touch.

You dun go around getting to know people better through physical contact.

Do you fuck ur mum to get to know her better??

So dun come and bullshit with me with all these kind of nonsense.

No use apologising for what you have done.

I will be more than happy if we just end our friendship here.

So just stay out of my life.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

A peaceful week...

The week went by peacefully.

I have been a good gal this week.

I partied less.

Clubbed only once, at dlb O on a Saturday night.

Sang only once, with Xiufang and Irene on Friday.

Dined only once, at Paris with my Taka colleagues on Wed.

BUT....

I shopped TWICE this week.

Once with my mum and once with Xiufang.

I bought 2 pairs of shoes in one goal.

That's the 3rd pair of shoes I bought for this month.

Nothing else caught my eyes except for a halter neck blouse.

I have a new look...=)

Went for a haircut on Saturday.

My hair is damn short now as compared to last time.

From waist length to shoulder length.

Its been ages since I have shoulder length hair.

Its Asian Cup Finals with the gals tml.

Singapore VS Thailand.

GO, Singapore!!!

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Feelings..

A same question was asked by 2 different people on a same day.

I was shocked.

I freaked out.

One claimed he was joking.

I heaved a sign of relief.

I treasured our friendship alot.

He was a great buddy.

Didnt wanna jeopardise our friendship.

The other claimed he was serious.

He blurred out everything that night.

I freaked out alittle upon hearing it.

Probably becoz of the great setback with Jeff which left a fear in me.

Most importantly, I enjoyed my single hood now...=)

I finally recovered from everything and found my old self back.

So I dun wanna plunged in so fast.

I still wanna have fun..=p

I told him how I feel and he respected it.

Will anything happen in the near future??

Shall wait and see...=p

Ending the entry with a song by 戴愛玲_對的人 .

Loved the song.

It described how I view and feel about relationship now.

Enjoy..=)

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Finally...

I finally found it.


Here it goes:


The VESTA


A holder for my accessories collections, earrings in particular.


Been hunting it for very long and guess where I found it??


The school bazaar!!!!


Bought it at a cheap price of $24.


It can hold up to 60 pairs of earrings.


Fantastic for someone who is obsessed in buying earrings like me..=)


Now my earrings have a place to call home.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Another marvellous week.

The week was marvellous..=)

School has started and I managed to have 3 days week.Something to rejoice.

Had more lunch and dinner dates.

Lunched at Yishun Laska House.The Laska still taste as good.Yummy!!!

Dinner at Dim Tai Feng. The sua kui me thought it was some posh restaurant.But it wasnt.The food wasnt that fantastic. I still prefer Crystal Jade.

Dinned at Taste of Thailand and Hanabi on Thursday and Friday respectively.

Fondue at Hagen Dazs, followed by brownie mud pie at NYDC.

What a sinful week...=p

More partying.

Zouk.St James. Dragonfly. MOS.

Clubbed with project superstars contestants.

Michelle.Kenny.Jeremy Chan.

I still prefer MOS on weekends and not forgetting Zouk on a mambo night..=)

More drinking sessions.

Apricot brandy. Chive as. Vodka. Jim Bean. Johnny Walker.Whisky.

And....

More Ktv sessions..=)

Celebrated 10th years of friendship with the 2H Gang.It was nice meeting and catching up with old pals.

Gotten myself a belated Christmas present.

Nokia N73.

Finally found my shoes.

But I'm greedy.I want more..=p

I have been spending way too much.

Its time to curb my spending habits.

I'm falling sick.

Itchy throat. Hoarse voice. Non-stop of sneezing.

The wound on my right thigh is healing.

All thanks to the damn ex centellase ointment ($16.80) which I have been faithful applying every morning and night.

Naughty Magic.

I enjoyed myself on Thursday.

Thanks for the night.

I miss Magic and Junior.

I'm deprived of sleep.

I seriously need my beauty sleep.

Night everyone.

****************


Found myself back in this familiar place.
Theres this fear in me when I stepped into this once familiar place.
Perhaps I'm not ready for it.
or
Perhaps theres something I'm afraid of.
I'm not too sure too.
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

A Great Week

The week couldnt be better..=)

Shopping,clubbing,ktv,working,movies and mahjong.

It was shopping day on New Year Day and Sunday at Town and Bugis with Xiufang.Gotten quite afew stuffs. The plan was to shop for bag, leggings ,shoes and retro top. In the end only gotten the bag, the leggings and the top.Bought a few more stuffs which werent on the list-2 demin skirts and 3 pairs of earrings. The earrings were so so cheap and beautiful that I couldnt resist it. 3 pairs for $5 who can resist it.

Seems like I'm into accessories,shoes and vintage stuffs recently.

Clubbed at Zouk on Wed, the first mambo for the year 2007 and dbl 0 on Friday.The first mambo of 2007 wasnt that fanastic as compared to the last of 2006.The girls went crazy at
dbl 0. We finished 2 jugs of liquors, voka orange and Jin tonic in less than 5 minutes that the guys were dumb founded when they saw the empty jugs.

Ktv session was at The One Ktv with Jean, Gerald and Jackson on New Year Day. Had a fun time singing and drinking with them. We sang for 6 hours. Gerald introduced us a new drink, Chives green tea + Tequilla.No doubt it tasted bad.

Watched A night at the mesum on New year eve. A lame but funny show. No harm watching it for a good laugh.

Mahjong session was with Kelvin, Edmund and Yonghao on Saturday. Edmund was the big winner while I'm the loser of the game.=( Its been ages since I played mahjong. Its time to polish up my skills. Mahjong anyone??

Monday, January 08, 2007

Late Greetings

Its already the 8th day into the new year and I have yet to send my greetings to all.

Happy New Year Everyone..=)

Sorry for the late greetings have been busy recently.

Its the time of the year again where one reminisce about the year 2006 and find themselves embracing in the hands of 2007.

The first half of 2006 was smooth-sailing for me.
Had my internship with EM services.
Realised that property management is not my cup of tea.
The second half was a tough one.
Experienced a great setback in a relationship.
Fights and quarrels arisen.
Friendships were put to test.
Experienced how ugly and devilish one can be under circumstances.
Having to lose someone who is special and dear to me to another world.

Though it might be a tough period for me, there are sweet moments as well..=)

Attended the gals convocation in July.
Counting down to mine.
Gotten myself 2 bubbies, Kangwei and Stewart.
Whom never fail to brighten up my day.
Constantly checking how am I.
Feel like a little princess whenever I'm with them.
Developed a stronger relationship with my cousins, Xiufang and Junhao.
Weekends are always fun with them around.
Had a bunch of new and crazy friends.
Kelly,Rene,Jiahui,Kelvin,Colin,Edmund,Ah Lai, Sebest,Yonghao and Zhengyong.
Hanging out with them was always filled with laughters.
Not forgetting the fun and enjoyable Clubbing, Pubbing and Ktv sessions we always have.

Had a short-lived happiness with the special someone.
Though the time spent together was a short one, 14 weeks to be exact.
It had taught me alot of things.
To be brave and take things to stride.
To take care of myself.
To have my meals on time and go easy on liquors.
It was a tough decision in the end.
But guess it was the best way out for everyone.
You will always be remembered.

It was indeed a tough 2006 for me.
Saw myself becoming braver and stronger.
hmm, maybe on the surface.
Emotionally I must admit I'm still weak at times.
Tough on the surface, weak on the inside.
The traits of Cancerian.

I'm welcoming 2007 on a brighter note...=)
Throwing away all the bad memories
Bringing with me the friendships,both the new and old one.
The memories with Magic and the special someone.

And as for my resolutions of 2007,
I shall be more realistic.
I have only 2 this year.
To get a good prospect and paying job.
and My driving license.
Seems like the latter has been one of my resolutions for years..=p