Random Thoughts #4

Pardon me if the entry doesnt seem to flow.

Dun know how to start the entry.

Just wanna get my thoughts penned down.

For the past 2 weeks,

I lost my direction.

All the while I knew my feelings clearly

There maybe times when I felt nasty about it.

But I still managed to brush it off.

Without any slightest thought.

Until he brought up the topic on that fateful night.

Thats when I started to question myself.

For that entire 2 weeks I thought I still have feelings for him.

But after being a clown over the weekends,

I came to realise something.

The feelings for him is no longer there.

Its not him that I miss.

Its his companionship which I'm too used to.

Pardon me for the decision I've made.

I'm just alittle ashamed to face you for the time being.