Sadness

Saw his msn nick.
Couldnt help but feeling upset about it.
I once had it all.
A wonderful guy, a bunch of good friends and a family.
Friends and family like him.
They all clicked well.
Thats the most wonderful thing on Earth.

No one had ever try to please my friends and family.
But he did.
He made them feel comfortable.
Calling friends over whenever theres an event.
Coming to my house for dinners despite knowing that mummy will nag at him.
His efforts made me feel loved and I appreciated it greatly.
Though I never ever say it out to him.

I destroyed this prefect picture.
Now each of it stands individually.

Had a talk with daddy just now about this.
It was a good one.
He listened to me patiently.
He didnt scold or was upset about such decision.
Instead he was supportive.
An action which stunned me.
He gave me some advises.
Asking me to believe and have confident in myself.
Feel good after the talk.
I like talking to him.
If only I could talk to mummy this way.

The road ahead will be a tough and bumpy one.
I'm prepared to brace through it with him.
Hopefully this time round love will be beautiful.