十三么...

It was another night of mahjiong with the usual kakais.

Guess what??

Sini won in one of the game with 十三么.

Somemore she zi mo.

Have been playing mahjiong for 2 years.

Never did I once won with 十三么.

Lucky Gal.

十三么...

Goodbye NUS

Sorry folks for the lack of updates.

The past few weeks were busy rushing thru assignments, case study and prepared for exams.

Finally I can kiss goodbye to exams.

No more exams in the short run.

No more assignments,projects and presentations for the time being.

My four years in NUS has finally ended.

Make many new friends throughout these four years.

Though we might not be that close.

But I'm glad that I have them as my course mates.

Going through the endless presentations.

Rushing through projects into wee hours in school.

These will be the memories I will keep with me.

Finally I'm a graduate.

No longer an undergraduate.

Counting down to my commencement which will start in the first week of July.

So my dear gals,

Prepare to take leave on the first week of July.

hehe.

Goodbye NUS

Sorry folks for the lack of updates.

The past few weeks were busy rushing thru assignments, case study and prepared for exams.

Finally I can kiss goodbye to exams.

No more exams in the short run.

No more assignments,projects and presentations for the time being.

My four years in NUS has finally ended.

Make many new friends throughout these four years.

Though we might not be that close.

But I'm glad that I have them as my course mates.

Going through the endless presentations.

Rushing through projects into wee hours in school.

These will be the memories I will keep with me.

Finally I'm a graduate.

No longer an undergraduate.

Counting down to my commencement which will start in the first week of July.

So my dear gals,

Prepare to take leave on the first week of July.

hehe.

Fever...

The Good Friday long weekend was finally here.

But I kissed good bye to my long weekend.

My long weekend was spent nursing a high fever at home.

Was down with fever on Thursday.

It was terrible.

One moment I will be shivering with cold,

The next moment I will be sweating like hell.

My head was feeling heavy all these while.

For a moment I thought I would be admitted to the hospital.

Temperature was fluctuating between 38.8 degree Celsius to 40.5 degree Celsius throughout the 3 days.

Appetite was poor.

Vomited whatever went in my stomach, including water.

I felt like i was pregnant instead of having a fever.

Doctor warned against the high temperature and the vomiting.

If my condition still persists on Sunday, I would have to see him again.

But luckily,

both the fever and the vomiting were gone.

Still feeling a little weak though.

But everything is okie now.

Now I have a phobia for medicine.

Random Thought #3

Human are selfish.

They want the best of both worlds.

A long week...

Finally here I am blogging away.

The week was a busy one.

With some hiccups here and there.

Was tied up with work, school and tution.

Shuttling between school and work and the kid's places can be a tiring one.

But luckily someone crappiness always never fail to cheer me up.

It was grandpa 3rd death anniversary on Sunday.

All of us gathered together to do a last ritual for him.

How time files.

Its been 3 years since he passed away.

In the midst of my hectic schedule,

I still managed to find time to catch up with old pals and pamper myself...hehe

It was Movies and Ktv night on Wed and Thurs with Jean N Jackson.

Watched 300 and Mr Bean.

Wasnt tat fantastic after all.

Hearty Paws is out.

I wanna watch.

Friday was gal's night out at the Clinic.

Followed by Buddy's night at MOS on Saturday.

Sunday was a day of relaxation.

Pamper myself with a manicure.

Recently I felt tat my life was being intruded.

Close friends should know what happened.

Someone has been snooping around my friendster n blog.

Trying to find out any tiny teeny info about my life.

I'm fine with people reading about my life.

But please dun disturb my life and my friends too.

I dun like to repeat myself umpteen times.

If I said nasty stuffs to you,

please be smart enough to back off.

Close friends of mine know that I normally dun make nasty remarks

If I made nasty remarks to you,

It means u irritated the hell out of me

and I have condemned you.

So please be smart and dun act like a loser.

Wen told me some stuffs yesterday

And it scared me.

Hopefully this wun happen to me.

It will be a week of anticipation.

I'm keeping my fingers cross.

But at the same time I'm telling myself not to pin too much hopes.

The higher I hoped,

The greater I fall.

Whatever the case is,

I think I will have fun this Sunday.

It makes me feel like a young girl once again...=)

Random Thought #2

Just when I thought its a new beginning,

It turned out to be an ending.

Being too honest doesn't help.

Well, I felt that honesty is important in a relationship.

If I said I'm not feeling any less disappointed,

I'm lying.

I knew I had fallen somehow into it.

But luckily,

Its still not tat deep.

Maybe its a good sign.

I dun have to worry about all the issues linking to it.

I dun have to overcome the courage to love again.

But one thing I know for sure,

This time round I'm not going to give up my friends over guys.

Definitely.

Random Thoughts #1

爱真得需要勇气。。。

Happy Gal...=)

I'm a happy gal.....=)

What makes me a happy gal??

The 10 reasons below contributed to my happiness.

1. I had a fabulous weekend.

2. I had half of my food cravings satisfied
- I miss Sushi Tei.

- I miss Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao.

3. I had my dinner at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe on Friday.
- I love their Bo Lou Bao.
- I love their Ice HK milk Tea.
- I love the place.
- I'm definitely going back again...hehe.

4. I had steamboat dinner on Saturday.
- Had plates after plates of beef, golden mushroom, spinach, oysters, prawns, slices fish...etc

5. I had NYDC famous boney cake.
-Simply love having the chocolate chip ice-cream over the hot brownie...Yummy!!!

6. The apparels which I ordered from the Taiwan Spree has arrived.

7. I watched Music and Lyrics Sneak Preview on Saturday.
- Was quite disappointed.
- The movie wasnt as good as I have expected.
- I wanna watch Hearty Paws.
- Wondering when is it going to be screened.
- Hopefully it wun disappoint me.

8. I went to Balcony.
- I ordered Chocolate Mint Martini.
- Didnt like it.
- Didnt like the taste of Mint....Yeeks!!
- I still prefer Lychee Martini.

9. Having to see my friends able to click well and have fun together.
- Thanks people for making clubbing at MOS a fantastic one on Friday.
- Tim & Jacq
- Stewart & Kangwei
- Sebest & friends
- Irene, Chian Yee & Debbie
- I had fun that night.
- Hope u all enjoy yourselves too...=)

10. I made my first attempt in cooking dinner.
- Mummy couldnt make it back in time for preparation of dinner that day.
- I volunteered to cook dinner.
- Took 45 mins to prepare... long right.
- I cooked the veggie, the soup and rice.
- Reheat the meat and fish.
- Mummy gave me a 6/10 for the veggie.
- 8/10 for the soup....hehe
- I need to polish up my cooking skills.

The above 10 reasons are Genevieve's guide of being a happy gal for the week of 26th Feb to 4th March.

Hmm wonder what will this week be like?

Oh yar, theres something I wanna share with u guys.

Especially my fellow mahjong players.

Came across an article on mahjong on the newpaper.

Here are some interesting facts from the article regarding the game.

Not too sure whether u all know about it.

Did you know...

1. Upon winning 十三么, the player has to walk around the table and give a hongbao to the owner of the house.

2. It is considered a taboo to leave the mj table during the 西风.
This supposedly causes one's luck to change.

3. The fourth player is refrain from throwing 西 when 3 西 have been discarded in a row.
This is because 4 西sounds like "all players die together" in Cantonese.

4. Discarding 一铜 during 西风 is a taboo.

This sounds like "all players die together.

5. Never buy shoes and meet a monk before a game.

This is said to be unlucky.

How true is this??

Its up to u to believe.

Ending the entry with the pics taken at MOS

And

A song " Way back into Love" from Music and Lyrics.

A nice and catchy Song.

@ MOS 020307

Me, Debbie, Chian Yee & Irene...

Us @ the Toliet...

Pretty Chian Yee with The Bunny Teeth mE..=P

Camera- whoring @ The Toilet again..

A failed attempt of trying to capture the 4 of us.

Me & Irene @ The rETro Room...

Me & Stewart...Love this pic...

Me & Kangwei...

My 2 Bubbies...Stewart & Kangwei

Trying to Act Cute...

Another attempt to act cute...

My Proud Effort...

Camera- whoring #1

Kelvin & Ah Lai's birthday celebration @ Power station 230207

Celiene, Ah Lai & Xiufang

Xiufang & Kelvin

Alex, Edmund & Kelvin

Me & Kelvin

Xiufang & Celiene

Ah Lai, Celiene,Me & Xiufang

Ah Lai & Xiufang

Edmund,Xiufang, Me & Celiene

Kelvin & Celiene

Say Cheese!!!

4 babes @ Dbl O

Pisces...

February is coming to an end soon.

And March will be arriving in a couple of days.


The horoscope of Pisces (19 Feb to 20 March) will dominate during this period.

Realised that I have a couple of Pisces friends around.

The first one to kick off the birthday celebration was Weiming.

His birthday was last Friday,23 Feb.

Sorry,

Wasnt able to join u and Kenneth at Dbl O for your birthday celebration.

Read up on the characteristics of Pisces.

Heres the traditional Pisces traits:

Imaginative and sensitive
Compassionate and kind
Selfless and unworldly
Intuitive and sympathetic


On the dark side....

Escapist and idealistic
Secretive and vague
Weak-willed and easily led



Pisces would most likely get along well with...

Scorpio (Born October 23 - November 21)

Cancer (Born June 22 - July 22)

Capricorn (Born December 22 - January 19)

Taurus (Born April 20 - May 20)

Hmm how true it is.

No wonder I'm clicking well with them.

Haha.

Its way past 12 midnight.

So Before I sign off.

Kelvin,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Lost...

Its raining now and I'm stuck in the office.

So here I am blogging away.

Its Friday again.

Time for partying.

I look out of the window and saw Mdm wong on my left and Momo on my right.

But somehow I no longer have the desire to party.

Maybe becoz I have been partying way too much for the past 2 months

That I lost the desire.

Its birthday celebration for Ah Lai and Kelvin later on.

The usual partying gang will be there.

Looking forward to see them.

Love their company.

Not too sure where we are heading.

Its either St James or Ddl O.

Ah Lai and Kelvin, can we go Ddl O??Please...=p

Was surfing the net just now.

Came across a daily horoscopes prediction for the day.

It said that Cancerians will be feeling confused for the day.

Thats true.

I have been feeling confused ever since I woke up this morning.

But the werid thing is I dun even know what I'm confused about??

It seems like I dun really understand myself nowadays.

I no longer can understand myself .

No longer can explain my own feelings.

No longer can articulate my own thoughts.

It seems like I have become a stranger to myself.

I seem to have lost myself.

Lost in the hectic world.

Perhaps I'm tired.

Perhaps its the heavy workload.

Perhaps I'M stressed out.

Perhpas its time to retreat back to my own comfort world.

To recharge and recollect myself.

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

Happy Lunar New Year

Happy Lunar New Year!!!

I'm too lazy and tired to blog about what happened during Chinese new year.

I will keep it short and sweet.

Housevisiting.

Mahjiong.

Drinking.

Were the events that took place during the 3 days of chinese new year holidays.

Theres less ang baos this year.

But I recieved a big fat ang bao from daddy...=)

Thanks daddy!!!

I'm heading off to bed now.

Its partying at St James tml to celebrate Ah lai and Kelvin's birthday.

Night.

G ranny together with Baby Millard and Xiao Yi

My nephew, Baby Millard

Me with baby Le Xuan

Moving On...

I wanted so much to say this out loud to the whole world.



"I'VE SUCCEEDED IN MOVING ON...."



Since the start of the new year I realised something.



I no longer think of him.



I no longer cry over him.



And



I no longer have the urge to check out his blog like the past.



All along I knew I have move on.



Leaving the memories we once had behind.



But to what extend??



I'm not too sure.



Its only yesterday that I found out I have completely move on.



No longer was there any heartache when reading about him and other gal.



The once familiar heartache which I experienced when reading about Runny was nowhere to be found.



I kinda like this feeling.



No romantic feeling.



No jealousy.



No heartache.



Just a pure feeling of love, care and concern for a friend.



I like the way we are now.



Keeping contact as friend.



Being there for each other when one party needs help.



Not forgetting our love for Magic too.



Just remember my ears and shoulders are always available.



This doesn't apply to him only.



But to all of my friends too.



Especially the gals and my 2 bubbys.



Without u guys, I wun be able to make it to where I am today.



Love you guys.



Love you too, Magic.

Friends..

Made a new friend at Dbl O last Fri.

A sweet looking girl named Elaine.

She was walking wobbly towards the toilet when I met her.

Seeing that she was all alone by herself I decided to help her.

She burst into tears the moment we reached the toilet

And started to confide in me about her relationship problem.

Thats when our friendship began.

I saw the past me in her.

But compared to her, I was much more fortunate.

I had the support and love from family and friends.

Whereas she is suffering all this alone as she told no one about it.

Sleeping pills and anti-depression pills became her best friends now.

Saw several cuts on her wrist too.

It hurts to see her suffering like this.

I wanted to help her but I dun know how.

All I can do is provide a listening ear, some advice and companion.

It takes time and own determination to get out of it.

I have done it

And I believed she can do it too.

Its just a matter of time.

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Friends dun take advantage of friends

Especially in terms of physical touch.

You dun go around getting to know people better through physical contact.

Do you fuck ur mum to get to know her better??

So dun come and bullshit with me with all these kind of nonsense.

No use apologising for what you have done.

I will be more than happy if we just end our friendship here.

So just stay out of my life.

A peaceful week...

The week went by peacefully.

I have been a good gal this week.

I partied less.

Clubbed only once, at dlb O on a Saturday night.

Sang only once, with Xiufang and Irene on Friday.

Dined only once, at Paris with my Taka colleagues on Wed.

BUT....

I shopped TWICE this week.

Once with my mum and once with Xiufang.

I bought 2 pairs of shoes in one goal.

That's the 3rd pair of shoes I bought for this month.

Nothing else caught my eyes except for a halter neck blouse.

I have a new look...=)

Went for a haircut on Saturday.

My hair is damn short now as compared to last time.

From waist length to shoulder length.

Its been ages since I have shoulder length hair.

Its Asian Cup Finals with the gals tml.

Singapore VS Thailand.

GO, Singapore!!!

Feelings..

A same question was asked by 2 different people on a same day.

I was shocked.

I freaked out.

One claimed he was joking.

I heaved a sign of relief.

I treasured our friendship alot.

He was a great buddy.

Didnt wanna jeopardise our friendship.

The other claimed he was serious.

He blurred out everything that night.

I freaked out alittle upon hearing it.

Probably becoz of the great setback with Jeff which left a fear in me.

Most importantly, I enjoyed my single hood now...=)

I finally recovered from everything and found my old self back.

So I dun wanna plunged in so fast.

I still wanna have fun..=p

I told him how I feel and he respected it.

Will anything happen in the near future??

Shall wait and see...=p

Ending the entry with a song by 戴愛玲_對的人 .

Loved the song.

It described how I view and feel about relationship now.

Enjoy..=)

Finally...

I finally found it.

Here it goes:

The VESTA

A holder for my accessories collections, earrings in particular.

Been hunting it for very long and guess where I found it??

The school bazaar!!!!

Bought it at a cheap price of $24.

It can hold up to 60 pairs of earrings.

Fantastic for someone who is obsessed in buying earrings like me..=)

Now my earrings have a place to call home.

Another marvellous week.

The week was marvellous..=)

School has started and I managed to have 3 days week.Something to rejoice.

Had more lunch and dinner dates.

Lunched at Yishun Laska House.The Laska still taste as good.Yummy!!!

Dinner at Dim Tai Feng. The sua kui me thought it was some posh restaurant.But it wasnt.The food wasnt that fantastic. I still prefer Crystal Jade.

Dinned at Taste of Thailand and Hanabi on Thursday and Friday respectively.

Fondue at Hagen Dazs, followed by brownie mud pie at NYDC.

What a sinful week...=p

More partying.

Zouk.St James. Dragonfly. MOS.

Clubbed with project superstars contestants.

Michelle.Kenny.Jeremy Chan.

I still prefer MOS on weekends and not forgetting Zouk on a mambo night..=)

More drinking sessions.

Apricot brandy. Chive as. Vodka. Jim Bean. Johnny Walker.Whisky.

And....

More Ktv sessions..=)

Celebrated 10th years of friendship with the 2H Gang.It was nice meeting and catching up with old pals.

Gotten myself a belated Christmas present.

Nokia N73.

Finally found my shoes.

But I'm greedy.I want more..=p

I have been spending way too much.

Its time to curb my spending habits.

I'm falling sick.

Itchy throat. Hoarse voice. Non-stop of sneezing.

The wound on my right thigh is healing.

All thanks to the damn ex centellase ointment ($16.80) which I have been faithful applying every morning and night.

Naughty Magic.

I enjoyed myself on Thursday.

Thanks for the night.

I miss Magic and Junior.

I'm deprived of sleep.

I seriously need my beauty sleep.

Night everyone.

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Found myself back in this familiar place.

Theres this fear in me when I stepped into this once familiar place.

Perhaps I'm not ready for it.

or

Perhaps theres something I'm afraid of.

I'm not too sure too.

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

A Great Week

The week couldnt be better..=)

Shopping,clubbing,ktv,working,movies and mahjong.

It was shopping day on New Year Day and Sunday at Town and Bugis with Xiufang.Gotten quite afew stuffs. The plan was to shop for bag, leggings ,shoes and retro top. In the end only gotten the bag, the leggings and the top.Bought a few more stuffs which werent on the list-2 demin skirts and 3 pairs of earrings. The earrings were so so cheap and beautiful that I couldnt resist it. 3 pairs for $5 who can resist it.

Seems like I'm into accessories,shoes and vintage stuffs recently.

Clubbed at Zouk on Wed, the first mambo for the year 2007 and dbl 0 on Friday.The first mambo of 2007 wasnt that fanastic as compared to the last of 2006.The girls went crazy at
dbl 0. We finished 2 jugs of liquors, voka orange and Jin tonic in less than 5 minutes that the guys were dumb founded when they saw the empty jugs.

Ktv session was at The One Ktv with Jean, Gerald and Jackson on New Year Day. Had a fun time singing and drinking with them. We sang for 6 hours. Gerald introduced us a new drink, Chives green tea + Tequilla.No doubt it tasted bad.

Watched A night at the mesum on New year eve. A lame but funny show. No harm watching it for a good laugh.

Mahjong session was with Kelvin, Edmund and Yonghao on Saturday. Edmund was the big winner while I'm the loser of the game.=( Its been ages since I played mahjong. Its time to polish up my skills. Mahjong anyone??

Late Greetings

Its already the 8th day into the new year and I have yet to send my greetings to all.

Happy New Year Everyone..=)

Sorry for the late greetings have been busy recently.

Its the time of the year again where one reminisce about the year 2006 and find themselves embracing in the hands of 2007.

The first half of 2006 was smooth-sailing for me.
Had my internship with EM services.
Realised that property management is not my cup of tea.
The second half was a tough one.
Experienced a great setback in a relationship.
Fights and quarrels arisen.
Friendships were put to test.
Experienced how ugly and devilish one can be under circumstances.
Having to lose someone who is special and dear to me to another world.

Though it might be a tough period for me, there are sweet moments as well..=)

Attended the gals convocation in July.
Counting down to mine.
Gotten myself 2 bubbies, Kangwei and Stewart.
Whom never fail to brighten up my day.
Constantly checking how am I.
Feel like a little princess whenever I'm with them.
Developed a stronger relationship with my cousins, Xiufang and Junhao.
Weekends are always fun with them around.
Had a bunch of new and crazy friends.
Kelly,Rene,Jiahui,Kelvin,Colin,Edmund,Ah Lai, Sebest,Yonghao and Zhengyong.
Hanging out with them was always filled with laughters.
Not forgetting the fun and enjoyable Clubbing, Pubbing and Ktv sessions we always have.

Had a short-lived happiness with the special someone.
Though the time spent together was a short one, 14 weeks to be exact.
It had taught me alot of things.
To be brave and take things to stride.
To take care of myself.
To have my meals on time and go easy on liquors.
It was a tough decision in the end.
But guess it was the best way out for everyone.
You will always be remembered.

It was indeed a tough 2006 for me.
Saw myself becoming braver and stronger.
hmm, maybe on the surface.
Emotionally I must admit I'm still weak at times.
Tough on the surface, weak on the inside.
The traits of Cancerian.

I'm welcoming 2007 on a brighter note...=)
Throwing away all the bad memories
Bringing with me the friendships,both the new and old one.
The memories with Magic and the special someone.

And as for my resolutions of 2007,
I shall be more realistic.
I have only 2 this year.
To get a good prospect and paying job.
and My driving license.
Seems like the latter has been one of my resolutions for years..=p

St James Power Station....

I voted never to go back to St James again.

Decided to give St James a try since its the new kid in town. But.....its terrible.The music they spun sucks. They were playing remix R n B the whole night. Where on earth do clubs play remix R n B?? No wonder the cover charge was cheap compared to MOS and it was so easy to get their membership.

We gotta their membership simply by opening a bottle of Hennesy. They offered good privileges such as signing in 2 people for free and even up to 7 people when its your birthday. But even with the such good privileges I doubt any of us will be heading back.

The whole place was in a mess. Unlike MOS where all the rooms are connected, the rooms at St James were all disintegrated. One have to get out of one club and start to queue all over again at the main entrance of the other club to get in which was damn troublesome. They were supposedly to have 9 clubs at St James but I managed to find only 3- Dragonfly, Power station and the live band room which I forgotten the room name.

We left the place at 3 plus and headed to Chinatown for porridge.

Kelvin, thanks for the ride home which was totally unexpected.Guess you must be totally shagged out by the time you reached home.

My outfit for the Night...

Look of the Night...

Ready to Go...

The gals outside St James...Erm whose hand is that??

Incomplete group pic. only hALF of the Group...wheres the rest??

BirthdAY party

Happy birthday to my beloved nephew, Xavier and niece ,Clarissa.

Attended the birthday party of these 2 birthday babies before heading down to Cathy house to catch a movie. Its been such a long time since I met up with my relatives and it felt great catching up with them.

The initial plan for the night was to catch A night at the museum at the Cathy House but it was fully booked by the time we reached there so we decided to proceed with our usual Friday activity-pubbing.

The plan was to go over to Sassy but since Ah Lai and Ah hao werent there yet we decided to look for Rene at Central first.While waiting for them the guys drank beer while we gals were busy taking pics with Rene's new phone. Shall post the pics when I get them from Rene.

The guys continued their drinking session at Sassy while we gals sang and played old maid.hehe. Edmund disappeared halfway thru the night and we were all discussing what he was up to. We knew the guys were right the moment he showed up with a china gal.

I pitied the gf. Having to work so hard yet the bf was fooling around. Why cant guys be contented with what they have?? hmm or maybe I shall rephrase my sentence.Why cant human be contented with what they have?? There are gals who fooled around too.But I believed thats the minority since gals are more committed when it comes to a relationship.Maybe like what other say- the grass on the other side is always greener.

The birthday boy and gal and the family..Btw they are siblings...

Cake cutting...

My month old niece, Le Xuan.Isnt she beautiful??

In the process of getting ready...

The outfit of the day..Mango tube top + Jeans + Necklace...

I'm done...

Love this pic..

My shag look...Taken after the night event..

Another...

Shi Lian Pa...Erm i think my is Qi Lian Pa..

The real shag look..

Still taking pic at this time round??

Last Mambo of the year 2006

The last wednesday night of the year 2006 was spent partying away at Zouk. It was a last minute decision. Irene msged me in the evening while I was at work asking whether I wanna go mambo tonight. The gal has been craving for mambo for a long time. I accepted her invitation as its been months since I stepped into Zouk on a wednesday night and I have heard alot about the new mambo so I decided to try it on my own.

The queue was ridiculously long despite the rain. Theres queue everywhere.Even Velvet which normally has no queue at all experienced a long stretch of people queuing up for it that night. However we managed to get into the club in less than 15 mins through phuture though it had a full house sign at its door.

We went to look for Stephen and Timothy who were already inside with their friends. Both Zouk and Phuture were packed with people. Had a hard time walking around the place. Realised that theres still a long queue outside at around 1 plus so I asked the crew at the bag counter about the huge crowd tonight. She replied that its the last mambo of the year. I didnt realise that I was at the last mambo of 2006 until she mentioned it.

The music for the night was not purely retro theres still some house music. Perhaps its the last mambo of the year, the music they played was still the same old familiar songs. There wasnt any new mambo songs as mentioned by the others.

Learnt a few lessons that night.

Lesson no 1: Never wore a long sleeve to clubs coz u never know when its crowded and if its crowded you will be sweating like hell under ur long sleeve top. Thats what I experienced that night.

Lesson no 2: Never bring a huge bag along to any clubs coz u never know when the bag counter is full and have to end up carrying the bag which is very inconvience.

Lesson no 3: Gals, never step into the dance floor when u r drunk coz u will be swaying from left to right instead of dancing which will be a nuisance to the others and most importantly you will be taken advantage of.

Dun worry guys this wasnt what I experienced but observed that night. I am glad to say that I can still hold my liquor well and I know my drinking limits..=)

Nevertheless we did enjoyed ourselves despite the huge crowd and is considering of coming back next wednesday- The first mambo of 2007. =)

I dreamt of him again last night

But this time round we were having a fone conversation

So I only got to hear his voice

But as my dream goes on he suddenly appeared in my dream

Just like the previous the dream

I woke up with a fright the moment he appeared in my dream

Thats the second time in a row

Perhaps it did signified something

My fear for him??

Perhaps.

Awesome Weekend

My weekend was awesome. Its been such a long time since I enjoyed myself.No more lame excuses to avoid all those drinks and no more vomiting after the drinks. I can now drink to my content without any worries. Hmm maybe the only worry is get drunk...=p

Friday was spent in the company of Sebest,Kangwei,Xiufang,Kelly,Sunny,Colin,Edmund and Kelvin. I bumped into Kangwei while on my way to look for Sebest at Shin Ba. I brought him along to look for Sebest as he had no prog for the night. Stayed for half an hour before going over to DXO to look for the rest.

Friday night is ladies night for DXO. As usual, free entry and free flow of drinks for the ladies.$18 for guys and most importantly they played r n b the whole night. Great place to hang out on a Friday night. Eh seems like I'm advertising for DXO...hahaha

Clubbed again on Sat but this time round with Kangwei,Zhenyong, Stewart, Shirely and friends at MOS. Had fun there. Drinking, dancing and playing 5-10. Oh yar think my 5-10 improved coz I won Zhenyong consecutively.hehe. Enjoyed their company as they always never fail to cheer me up. Thanks guys.

Spent my Christmas eve singing away at KBOX with Xiufang, Colin and friends.

Christmas Day was a sleep in day for me as I only have a total of less than 8 hours of sleep for the past few nights and my long working hours for the past one week werent doing any good either. Thus theres a need for me to replenish my energy and since new year is less than a week away which means more partying therefore theres a need to get back in shape..=)

Merry Christmas to all!!!

Dreamt of BB last night

We were playing happily in the dream

And BB started crying when he wanted to carry BB

BB ran to my side seeking for help

The moment I saw him in my dream I woke up with a fright.

with kangwei @ Shin ba

With Sebest @ Shin Ba

Thoughts

Its been a long time since my last entry. Went through a rough patch during this period.I never thought such thing would happen to me. But it did.I never once regret having it and I dun blame him for it.

Been through an emotion roller coast during this period.

A sense of disappointment was felt when the care and concern which you expected werent around when you most needed it.

Betrayal and hatred crept in when people start to turn the table around at you and when they chose to run away from a problem instead of facing it.

A moment of sadness was felt when someone whom is once dear to you start to question your character and motive for doing something. The most saddening thing was seeing some friendships weakened during this period.

Touched by the care and concern showered by people whom you never expect it.

I'm not too sure whether have I emerged as a stronger person from all these but I know I have to be strong for the sake of myself,my loved ones and particularly for the 2.

Unknowingly I have been acting responsibly for it though I knew jolly well the final verdict from day 1. Perhaps a special bond has secretly developed over time without my knowledge that I found it hard to let go. Its a tough decision. Afterall its the best thing to do. Was it???

I could feel the joy, excitement and happiness in me when I saw it for the very first time. This happiness was short lived. I wanted to back out at the very last minute. But I knew I cant. I couldnt be so selfish.Afterall I'm not the only party involved. I still have to take into account other people's feelings.

It might be over but neither of us was feeling good about it.I dun know how long will it take for us to get out of it but Its definitely something which will be carried with us forever and we will remember it dearly.

I never once regret having it but somehow I regret giving it up.

Was the decision a right one???

I hope so

You have emerged stronger this time round

And I thank you for that

Remember I will always be around if you need any help

But as a friend