Been through an emotion roller coast during this period.
A sense of disappointment was felt when the care and concern which you expected werent around when you most needed it.
Betrayal and hatred crept in when people start to turn the table around at you and when they chose to run away from a problem instead of facing it.
A moment of sadness was felt when someone whom is once dear to you start to question your character and motive for doing something. The most saddening thing was seeing some friendships weakened during this period.
Touched by the care and concern showered by people whom you never expect it.
I'm not too sure whether have I emerged as a stronger person from all these but I know I have to be strong for the sake of myself,my loved ones and particularly for the 2.
Unknowingly I have been acting responsibly for it though I knew jolly well the final verdict from day 1. Perhaps a special bond has secretly developed over time without my knowledge that I found it hard to let go. Its a tough decision. Afterall its the best thing to do. Was it???
I could feel the joy, excitement and happiness in me when I saw it for the very first time. This happiness was short lived. I wanted to back out at the very last minute. But I knew I cant. I couldnt be so selfish.Afterall I'm not the only party involved. I still have to take into account other people's feelings.
It might be over but neither of us was feeling good about it.I dun know how long will it take for us to get out of it but Its definitely something which will be carried with us forever and we will remember it dearly.
I never once regret having it but somehow I regret giving it up.
Was the decision a right one???
I hope so
You have emerged stronger this time round
And I thank you for that
Remember I will always be around if you need any help
But as a friend
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