Lost...

Its raining now and I'm stuck in the office.

So here I am blogging away.

Its Friday again.

Time for partying.

I look out of the window and saw Mdm wong on my left and Momo on my right.

But somehow I no longer have the desire to party.

Maybe becoz I have been partying way too much for the past 2 months

That I lost the desire.

Its birthday celebration for Ah Lai and Kelvin later on.

The usual partying gang will be there.

Looking forward to see them.

Love their company.

Not too sure where we are heading.

Its either St James or Ddl O.

Ah Lai and Kelvin, can we go Ddl O??Please...=p

Was surfing the net just now.

Came across a daily horoscopes prediction for the day.

It said that Cancerians will be feeling confused for the day.

Thats true.

I have been feeling confused ever since I woke up this morning.

But the werid thing is I dun even know what I'm confused about??

It seems like I dun really understand myself nowadays.

I no longer can understand myself .

No longer can explain my own feelings.

No longer can articulate my own thoughts.

It seems like I have become a stranger to myself.

I seem to have lost myself.

Lost in the hectic world.

Perhaps I'm tired.

Perhaps its the heavy workload.

Perhaps I'M stressed out.

Perhpas its time to retreat back to my own comfort world.

To recharge and recollect myself.

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.