The Small Little Things In My Life

Baby Howard 4D scan

2009-12-10T12:41:00.003+08:00

Went for the 4D scan yesterday.

As usual, Bb howard wasnt so co operative...=(

He was kissing the womb most of the time.

Thus we are unable to take a very clear pic of him.

Spent an hour or so trying to do the 4D scan.

Much talking and walking around didnt help much. =(

Nevertheless, We did managed to capture a slight glimpse of him.

Below is a video which the husband did for the 4D scan.

Enjoy it.

Goodbye to House Hunting!!!

2009-11-30T18:57:00.001+08:00

Finally I will have a place to call home.

Have ballot for Punggol Flat somewhere in Oct.

Finally got the queue no. today.

No more house hunting for now!!!!

Something to rejoice about.

The flat will be ready by the 2nd quarter of next year.

We are expected to be able to move in July or earlier.

One more reason to look forward to the year 2010. =)

Seletar Farmway

2009-11-29T01:41:00.005+08:00

After much persuasion from the hubby,

I decided to give Magic a visit at Seletar Farmway.

Erm excuse me, are you over 21 yet???

2009-11-26T18:25:00.003+08:00

"How many months pregnant are you?"

"6 or 7 months?"

"6 months"

"How old are you?"

"You look like 17 or 18."

"No lah, I'm not so young, already 25."

This is the conservation between me and my tution kid mum.

After so long, she still doesnt know my age.

Due to my petite build,

I was often being mistaken as younger than my exact age.

But I came to realize that,

Ever since I'm pregnant

It seems that I have been looking much younger.

Entry into the clubs during the earlier stage of my pregnancy when my tummy wasnt showing yet was met with demands from the bouncer for my IC.

This doesnt happen before I was pregnant.

Maybe once in a while, but not all the time.

The worst case was having to recite my home add to the bouncer coz he seemly didnt believe it was my IC!!!!

Watever the case is,

I LOVE MY PETITE BUILD!!! HEHE

Mission Completed.

2009-11-25T23:25:00.003+08:00

Just came back from the airport.

Not to fetch the hubby, but the father in law.

Was given the task to pick up the father in law from the airport since the hubby is away in Australia.

The 30 mins drive back home was a pleasant one.

Had a good chat in the car.

Next mission, to pick the hubby up from the airport on Monday.

5 more days!!!! =)

Monday can you please come quick, just for this time???

I'm Back...

2009-11-18T22:55:00.002+08:00

Having to disappear from the cyberspace for 5 months,

I'm glad to say that

I'M BACK!!!

Though I doubt there are still people reading my blog.

So what Have I done during the past 5 months??

Lets see...

I have been happily married for 2 months and 9 days,

though we do have our fair share of quarrels

I must say that I am proud to announce that I'm finally MRS PANG!!! =p

I'm 25weeks into my pregnancy

and we are expecting a boy, baby Howard.

Have decided to name him Howard,

As we wanted a name that either starts with I or H,

since I and H fall in between G and J.

G stands for Genevieve, which is me.

And J for Jeffrey, the hubby.

Wanted to name him Issac,

but hubby felt the name was a flirt

and since he likes the name Howard

We decided to name him Howard, Baby Howard.

There's an addition to the family.

I have gain myself a cousin-in law on the 10ct OCT.

Welcome to the big family, Mr Yap!!!!

Oh yar, have been to KL twice for the past 5 months.

And each time we never fail to visit their ZOUK!!!

I Finally....

2009-06-20T20:27:00.007+08:00

Found someone who appreciate my cooking!

Tadah
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The someone who appreciate my cooking!!! Mr Magic

Decided to prepare some home cooked food for him, as I felt its unhealthy for him to keep eating outside food which is rich in salt and oil.

Also its cheaper to prepare home cooked food.

Had decided to cook spaghetti for him.

Its the 1st time hes having it.

Pork and hotdog spaghetti

See.. he is so happy that he is having spaghetti.

Waiting for command to start his meal...Can faster??? I'm hungry.

Gobbling down his food...

Upclose of him gobbling down his food...

A satisfying dog...

Now my turn to have my lunch...

Minced pork, hotdog and meatball spagehtti...

Back to Reality...

2009-06-17T11:20:00.003+08:00

Today is offically my 1st day back at work after my 8 days leave.

Surprisingly there arent that much stuffs to clear.

Have expected much more than the workload I'm given.

Shall update my bali trip once I get all the pics.

FREEDOM!!!

2009-06-05T16:44:00.004+08:00

I'm a free woman now.

My 12 days leave begins today.

WOOHOO~

I shall take my mind off from work and job hunt for the time being.

Best of all,

I no need to see that bitch for 12 days.

Yeah!!!

Something to rejoice.

Let me enjoy myself for this period.

Party and holiday-ing.

2 more days to Bali. =)

To My Hair...

2009-05-23T18:33:00.003+08:00

Dear Hair,

Can you please grow abit faster?

I miss my long hair.

Its time to grow back my hair.

Bye short hair.

Astons Specialities ...

2009-05-23T14:25:00.002+08:00

Heard some good reviews about them so decided to try it out.

Didnt really like it.

I still prefer Botak Jones though their steak is better.

Had spicy seafood marinara pasta.

It wasnt fantastic.

Was abit disappointed.

Their service were slow too.

It took them some time to serve our food.

I had already finish my meal when they began to serve his main course.

And, I'm left staring and waiting for him to finish his dinner.

And the sequences of serving food was somehow funny.

They served me my drink and main course before serving my soup.

I was already dead full when they served me my food.

And their food was cold.

We had to ask them to reheat the mashed potato and fries.

Though their pricing maybe on the cheap side.

But their food and services werent that great.

My Job...

2009-05-22T17:18:00.001+08:00

Sucks...

I really hate my job man.

All thanks to that bitch.

I never been so disrespectful to someone before.

Shes the 1st one.

Really cant stand facing her everyday.

Please give me a job fast.

Missing You...

2009-05-15T17:29:00.004+08:00

At this point of time,

I miss him.

I miss his listening ear.

I miss his voice.

I miss him cheering me up when I'm down.

I miss toking nonsense to him when I'm high.

Mr Ng, where are you??

Thought of the Day

2009-05-13T12:33:00.003+08:00

I'm sick and tired of everything.

Having to put up with your nonsense and temper all these years.

Dun tried to push all the blame on me simply becoz you are stressed up.

Hello, I'm not the one giving you stress.

Please get this clear.

You are the one that keep planning for everything,

While I simply just keep quiet and listen to what you have to say.

Never once did I press you for an answer.

And now you are pointing fingers at me.

You could tell me whats bothering you.

But u didnt.

Instead, you choose to vent all your anger on me.

Dont you think its very unfair to me?

I did my best to try to support you in everything.

But now all i get is this kind of treatment.

For the past 6 months, I thought u have changed.

Changed for the better.

But I guess I'm wrong.

You are still the same old you.

Or maybe should I say u have changed to someone whom I didnt recognizes at all.

I guess I didnt recognize the new you.

And I'm tired of trying to learn to accept the new you.

Crocs Shoes...

2009-05-06T21:40:00.001+08:00

And so, I bought my first pair of crocs shoes in pink, my favorite color.

At a dirt cheap price of $20.

All thanks to Metro Expo sales.

It makes a good pair of walking shoes.

Coz its comfortable.

But it makes a bad of shoes for driving.

I literally couldnt feel the pedals due to its thick sole. =(

Beer Feast Asia 2009...

2009-05-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

This is where I spent my Sunday afternoon, Beer Feast Asia 2009 @ Singapore Flyer.

What a disappointment!

Thoughts Of The Day...

2009-05-02T19:03:00.004+08:00

1. An ex colleague once told me this

“如果男人會改, 母豬也會爬树。”

To a certain extend, this is true.

2. After certain series of events, I learnt to put myself as first priority.

My Saturday...

2009-04-26T23:03:00.002+08:00

I spent my saturday afternoon watching Marley and Me.

Cried at the part when the family bid their last goodbye to Marley.

I cant imagine how hard I will cry when Magic's time come.

That will be in another 10 yrs time. I supposed.

Magic, please be strong and healthy.

Saturday night was spent at a cafe at nee soon south CC with my family to celebrate my dad's 47th Birthday.

Happy Birthday, Dad!!!

Ended the night with a mask.

I must say biore facial scrub and ann sui oil control mask work well together.

Hoping Mad...

2009-04-23T12:15:00.002+08:00

I never felt so mad before.

Guess someone has tested my limits and drove me to a corner.

Holidays...

2009-04-03T11:44:00.001+08:00

Everyone in the office except for the Manager is going for holiday in June.

I'm leaving for Bail on the 7th June.

My accountant is leaving for Japan on the 13th June.

While my the other colleague is leaving for US on the 24th June.

I cant wait for June to come!!!

Shalalala...

2009-03-29T18:01:00.000+08:00

I'm offically a qualified driver!!!

Woohoo!!!

Now I have an excuse to siam all those drinks...hehe

Really...

2009-03-26T17:48:00.002+08:00

Its really time to cut down on expenses and clear up the debts.

No more shopping and drinking!!!

Initial D...

2009-03-26T13:41:00.000+08:00

I sat on an "Initial D" car last night.

Shiok.

The Trick To Winning Mj Is...

2009-03-24T23:30:00.003+08:00

Washing the mj tiles!!!

It really works!!

I washed the mj tiles last Friday before heading to the Chalet upon request.

When I mean washed, I really washed it.

Machiam giving it a shower.

Soaking it in hot water with Lux body lotion in it.

And drying it one by one with a cloth.

And the next thing I know,

I'm the biggest winner for the Mj game on sat.hehe

原來洗麻將真的會贏錢!!

Beautiful Sunday...

2009-03-12T22:23:00.006+08:00

The sun was scorching hot on Sunday.

Making it a perfect day for Sentosa.

Thus decided to bring Magic to Sentosa.

Its been a long time since Magic is out on the beach.

It feels good to be on the beach on such a beautiful Sunday.

But it feels even good to have the car back. =)

Lazy Bee...

2009-02-16T13:18:00.001+08:00

Presenting to you the laziest bee of the year.

The winner, Mr Magic Sliver...

My Valentine...

2009-02-15T13:07:00.002+08:00

Thanks to the gals, I get to celebrate vday at Rasa Sentosa.

A nice place indeed.

Volleyball. Swim. Drinks. Night Exploration were the programme for the day.

Thanks to them, Mr Pang finally got me a bouquet of flowers.

Pink Roses.

My favourite. =)

Our Flowers...

The gals with our roses...

My Pink Roses...

I finally get my pink roses...

Huat Ah!!!

2009-02-02T12:52:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Had a very different CNY this year.

For the very first time I went in to Malaysia, Pontian to celebrate CNY.

Its an eye opener.

Stayed in a kampung for the very first time.

Saw firecrackers for the very first time.

No luck on the mahjong table.

But blackjack was definitely better. =)

Huat ah!!!

Bad Mood...

2009-01-21T12:48:00.001+08:00

Nowadays I have been feeling cranky due to some particular reasons.

So please bear with me.

Looking Back @ 2008...

2009-01-02T17:33:00.000+08:00

Realized I didnt really make a concrete list of resolutions for the year 2008.

Looking back at 2008, I have achieved 2 of the things which always appeared in my new year's resolutions list.

1. I started to make discipline monthly savings.

2. I have attempted to get my driving license.

Sad to say I failed twice..=(

Hopefully 2009 will be a better year.

Again, more money and license please!!!!

Christmas Presents...

2008-12-29T00:51:00.005+08:00

Shopping at IKEA on Saturday night.

I always love shopping @ IKEA!

Got myself a Christmas present.

A golden retriever soft toy from there. Hehe

Super soft and nice to hug.

Though I find it quite expensive for a soft toy, $29.90.

Nvm. I like. =)

Now I can hug it to sleep every night.

Bye to my elmo bloster.

Missed out on the meatballs and hotdog. =(

Oh yar, Merry Christmas to all!!

Shall post the Christmas countdown pics soon.

My New Companion...

Heres the rest of my Christmas presents.

Courtesy of Irene...

From Sini...

From Bonita...

From Irene...

From Rita...

Another Night @ Fly...

2008-12-22T00:28:00.000+08:00

Pre- Christmas Dinner @ Waraku Pasta...

2008-12-15T00:14:00.000+08:00

Had a pre-christmas dinner with the JC gang @ Waraku Pasta.

Marriage...

2008-12-02T12:58:00.004+08:00

Learnt a few things about marriage over the past few weeks...

1. Marriage is a HUGE commitment.
Step into it only if you are ready and want to.

2. Marriage involves alot of parties.
Not just u and him/her.
Marriage involves in-laws.
Its the package.

3. Marriage is all about learning.
Learning how to maintian it.
Learning how to communicate to each other.
Learning how to endure with each other flaws.
Learning how to be patient towards each other.
Learning how to compromise.
Learning when to give in and be firm.
Learning about each other's needs and wants.

Remember, no one is prefect!

Hurt.Disappointed.

2008-11-17T10:54:00.002+08:00

I'm loss for words now.

Hurt. Disappointed is how I feel now.

Its been a long time since I feel this way.

I will remember those words you said last night.

Inner Thoughts

2008-11-06T14:21:00.000+08:00

Once again I just let opportunity slip away.

When will it next appear?

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Each has their own reasons for feeling this way.

Each reasons seems valid.

Both parties are stubborn.

If only they give each other a chance to talk it out.

Will it be resolved?

I hope so.

I sincerely do.

Amazed...

2008-11-05T16:56:00.000+08:00

I'm amazed that a 2 yr old kid knows how to tilt her head and strike a cheese sign when pose for photo.

I'm amazed that a 2 yr old kid will come up to the camera immediately after the shot to check her photos.

I doubt I was like this when I'm 2.

Kids nowadays are amazing!!

Murderer...

2008-10-27T01:31:00.004+08:00

It had been a long time since I had made so much eye contact with anyone.

All thanks to the game 'murderer'.

It reminded me of those drinking sessions in chalet during schooling time

Where murderer was the most common game played.

Those were the days where 5-10, direction and dice were still alien to me.

Something To Rejoice About...

2008-10-14T13:56:00.004+08:00

Happy!!! Shalala!!! Its so nice to be happy!!!

Am feel happy today..=)

Few things to rejoice about.

Firstly, The salary review was approved.

I gotten what I wanted.

Finally I'm worth market value..haha.

Secondly, I finally satisifiated my cravings for Thai Express over the weekends.

Tom Yum Crayfish glass noodles.

Tofu Sqaures.

Spicy drumlets.

Deep fried squids.

Thailand Iced Milk Tea.

Yummy!!!

Botak Jones next!

Lastly my online clothes have arrived.

New clothes for the week.

Woohoo~~

It really feel nice to be happy!! =p

Gathering...

2008-09-28T15:36:00.005+08:00

Back dated: 22nd Sept 08

Met up with the JC gang for high tea as Mingsheng and Audrey will be leaving Sg.

Mingsheng will be leaving for France for a few months.

While Audrey will be leaving for Germany.

Had a enjoyable time catching up with everyone.

Group Pic: Lena,Kevin,Mingsheng,Me, Wenwen & Audrey

Wenwen, Kevin,Audrey & Mingsheng

Wenwen & Adurey

Kevin,Adurey & Mingsheng

Wenwen,Adurey & Mingsheng

Wenwen & Mingsheng

Me, Adurey & Mingsheng

Inner Thoughts

2008-09-21T02:38:00.002+08:00

日有所思，夜有所梦

Somehow its true.

Kind Soul Do Exist...

2008-09-13T02:14:00.001+08:00

Just got back my wallet from Comfort Headquarter this morning.

I'm so happy and relief !!

Had dropped my wallet on the cab on Thurs wee morning while on the way to ECP to look for the guys.

I didnt even realised that I had dropped my wallet on the cab.

I only came to realise that I had lost my wallet yesterday morning while preparing for work.

All the while I thought I had left my wallet at Lighthouse.

As it is the last place where I took out my wallet to pay for the drinks.

Yonghao had paid for the cab fare when we reached ECP.

And he sent me home tat night.

Thus I kept thinking that I had dropped it at lighthouse.

It never occurred to me that it had dropped out of my bag during the cab ride.

So I never did bother to call the cab companies to check it out.

Furthermore I had forgotten which cab we took.

Instead I waited until 6pm last evening to call Lighthouse to check out.

I called them twice but no one answered.

Shortly after, the customer service from comfort called me to inform me that they have my wallet with them.

I was so relief and happy when I heard about it.

I'm not worried about the money or the cards inside my wallet.

I'm worried about my IC.

I dun wish to pay $100 over for a replacement.

And I'm afraid of people misusing my IC.

Luckily it didnt land in the hands of bad guys.

Apparently the taxi driver had picked it up and sent it back to the HQ.

Went and picked up the wallet this morning.

Everything was intact.

Not a thing missing.

Thanks Mr Taxi driver for picking up my wallet and returning it.

You are such a kind soul.

Who says kind soul doesnt exist?

Desperate Housewives Night Out...

2008-09-11T23:43:00.003+08:00

Sini, Jolene and Me were labeled as the desperate housewives.

All thanks to Jolene who came up with such name.

Dun know why she came up with such a name.

Anyway its our first gals nigh out last night.

Had dinner at the famous Ba Tuk Teh @ Boat Quay.

I still think Marsiling and Johor Ba Tuk Teh are the best.

After dinner, we proceeded to Boat Quay for our drinks.

We stopped first at Darts for our drinks.

But left after one jar of beer,

As we couldnt stand the singing of the ah peks inside.

Horrible + Terrible singing!

We proceeded to lighthouse next where we spent the rest of the night there.

Had some "discount" @ Lighthouse.

We ordered 4 jugs of beer in total.

But they only charged us for 2 jugs of beer.

Think they overlooked the 2 jugs of beer we had earlier on.

Anyway its too late for us to point out the mistake.

As we only realised it after we left the pub. =p

The Desperate Housewives...

Happy Birthday, Magic !!

2008-09-09T23:34:00.002+08:00

The naughty retriever turns 3 today.

Held a mini celebration for him.

Bought him a cake from bakers' grub.

Honey Buney Cake.

Honey is supposed to be an anti-bacterial, anti-viral, anti-fungal substance, a nutritive
sweetener and a good energy source for the dogs.

I must say that bakers' grub do provide good services.

As I ordered honey buney cake which has cream on it,

its best to consume it fresh.

They baked the cake specially in the early afternoon,

so that I can collect it in the late afternoon.

How sweet of them.

They also give me tips on how to keep the cake fresh.

And they even bother to sms me that night to ask hows the cake

And whether my dog likes it.

Of coz, Magic likes it.

He ate all of the strawberries on the cake and half of the cake. =)

How time files.

Magic has been with us for 3 years.

From a small weak 3 mth old puppy,

To a healthy grown up dog.

I'm glad that we have him. =)

For this special occasion,

I did some collage of pics of him for the past 3 years.

Enjoy!

His Few Months...

When hes 1 yr old...

When hes 2 yr old...

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His 3rd Birthday Cake, Honey Buney...

Feeling Good

2008-09-08T18:17:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling good =)

Enjoyed myself on Friday night.

Went to the Wine company @ Dempsey with Sini, Vincent, Yonghao and Ah Hui.

As usual we had 4 bottles of wine.

Chatted and played games thru out the 4 bottles of wine.

Oh yar, we had the all time favorite too, Spinach Pizza.

Yummy!!

Proceed to Fly with Yonghao to join Ah Lai and Celine after that.

The 38 gang minus joleen reunited at Fly that night.

The poor gal is at work..=(

Its feel good to see the gals again.

Havent been seeing them much lately.

Enjoyed myself that night..=)

Oh yar,its the naughty retriever's birthday tml!!!

Everything is done.

The present, the cake and the venue.

I just have to figure out the way to elaine's place to have the cake collected tml.

I'm feeling excited once again. =)

Woman is really unpredictable =p

Inner Thoughts

2008-09-06T22:19:00.003+08:00

Suddenly the enthusiasm and excitement over Magic's birthday celebration died down.

Changes...

2008-09-02T16:32:00.004+08:00

I finally revamp my blog after so long.

I photoshop the header all myself.

Though its just some minor editing here and there.

But for a photoshop idiot like me, its a tough job.

Besides having to explore all the tools, I have to endure with the auto shut down of my lappy.

Causing me to redo everything again and again.

Think its time to send it for repair before it really say goodbye to me.

Closed my blog for a few weeks due to the revamp of the blog.

And also to sit down and think what I really want in my life.

At the age of 24, it seems like I have yet achieve anything except for a degree, which isnt a big thing nowadays.

Compared to my gfs who have excellent jobs, stable relationships and having their own cars.

I'm far behind them.

Though I have a stable job and on my way to attempt my TP for the 2nd time in Nov.

Well, I failed my 1st attempt quite badly =(

I have made up my mind in certain aspect of my life.

Just hope everything can go according to plan.

Life still has to go on.

Better Week Please...

2008-07-28T12:08:00.002+08:00

Monday.

An indication of a new week.

A brand new week.

A brand new start.

Throwing away all the emos hoping it will be a good week.

2 things to look forward to.

A meeting with a co operate client tml.

TP this coming Friday.

Wish me luck.

Hope this week will be a better week..=)

Bad week

2008-07-26T01:26:00.003+08:00

I dun know where to start.

All I know is that I had a bad week.

Had been enduring everything.

Until I couldnt take it anymore that I started to throw tempers.

Found myself breaking down a few times this week.

I had been trying my best to accommodate everything.

But I guess everyone is hard to please.

I cant never reach expectations.

It makes me wonder am I really that bad??

Sometimes it makes me feel useless.

I know of times when someone did appreciated the hard work and efforts that I have made.

And I really appreciate it.

But perhaps the crude remarks always made me overlook the good things.

It didnt help much when i'm feeling sick.

The stupid cough is back again.

Lets welcome a new friend, Mr Flu.

Wish there is somebody to take care of me.

I need a shoulder to lean and cry on.

I'm tired.

I'm missing magic, my naughty golden retriever.

I missed having him laying his head on my laps and chest.

I missed how he always tried to squeeze with me on the sofa.

Found myself always thinking of him whenever I'm feeling down.

How pathetic I am.

To be missing a dog instead of a person.

Random Thought

2008-07-14T10:40:00.000+08:00

Its scary what alcohol can do to people.

Blur Blur Starhub...

2008-07-08T00:12:00.004+08:00

Starhub customer care service is dreaming!!!

Called up starhub customer service on wed to have my max online terminated.

Told the customer service personnel that I wanted an immediate termination as my singnet broadband will be activated the next day.

Was told that the earliest they would terminate is tml and the latest will be on sat.

Fine. I'm okie with the arrangement.

Was asked why I wanna terminate my plan.

I told them becoz I signed up with singnet as they offered better promotions.

One would have thought that they have noted the remarks

And so I happily hanged up the phone.

Guess what.

They didnt terminate the plan as promised.

Found out from my mum that the customer service called on sunday night to ask when we want to terminate the plan and the reasons for terminating it.

What the hell.

Thought I already informed them and gave my reason.

Dreaming ar??

Was pissed off.

It seems like they never take customer request seriously.

If not,

There's lack of communication in the customer service department.

M1 disappointed me.

Starhub too.

I'm left with Singtel.

You better dun disappoint me!!

Movie Week...

2008-07-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

Its a week of movies for me.

Its been a long time since I stepped into cinema.

Hmm few months??

Didnt know that Cathy linked up with UOB.

Thought they linked up with Citibank.

UOB credit cards are entitled to purchase the tickets at $6 per ticket on weekdays and $8 on weekends.

Which is $1.50 and $2.50 cheaper than the regular pricing.

Plus every ticket is entitled to one free medium size popcorn.

Good Deal right?

Sounds like I'm the endorser for UOB card. hehe.

Anyway back to the topic.

Caught Get Smart and Hancock on Monday and Sunday respectively.

Both are action packed comedies.

Prefer Get Smart to Hancock.

Find that Hancock doesnt has a good storyline.

Its a story about a super hero who has a very bad tempered and unconstructive.

I actually find the movie quite lame.

Coz somehow I find no connection between the scenes.

Whereas on the other hand,

I can relate to Get Smart

As the movie flow smoothly.

No sudden disconnection from one scene to another.

5 thumbs up for Get Smart.

2 thumbs up for Hancock.

Which movie next??

I still didnt manged to lay my hands on the Nachos!!!!

Happy Birthday To Me!!!

2008-06-23T16:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To Me!

Had an early celebration on Sat @ Fly with the usual drinking and clubbing kharkis.

I managed to tahan until 3am before i'm totally gone.

Not bad hor.

For the fact that I started drinking at 8.30pm!!! Hehe.

We sure can drink man.

Finished up the Hennessy cannon and 4 bottles of Hennessy in a night.

真是一群酒鬼.

Thanks to those that turned up that night.

A special thanks to Tommy and Seleen who took care of me when I'm gone

And sent me home safely.

Not forgetting Ah Pui Uncle oso for taking care of me too and the Hennessy bottles.

I know I made you paiseh outside Station Kitchen.

But you oso made me paiseh before at St James mah.

So we are even =p

Enjoyed myself that night.

Thanks people for making that night an enjoyable one.

Hope you all enjoy urself oso.

Will upload the pics once I have the time to collage it.

Father's Day

2008-06-15T21:50:00.003+08:00

Happy Father's Day to all Fathers!!!

Took daddy out for dinner to celebrate Father's Day.

Had dinner at Happy Kampong Seafood at Jalan Malu-Malu.

We had pork ribs, cereal prawns, fish maw soup , samba kangkong and their famous toufu.

Was disappointed with the food there.

Among all the five dishes,

I only like the samba kangkong and cereal prawns.

They were the only dishes that are tasty.

The fish maw soup and toufu are tasteless.

The pork ribs just didnt taste right.

So what the price are reasonable,

The food are tasteless!!!

Its just not worth.

Friends

2008-06-12T19:08:00.003+08:00

It makes one feels good to know that friends do cherish their friendship with you.

Zion Rd Wanton Mee

2008-05-31T01:55:00.002+08:00

Happened to be at Zion Rd this afternoon,

so decided to pop by the coffee shop opposite Zion Riverside Food Centre for lunch.

Had been craving for their wanton mee for a long time.

They served great wanton mee there!

I'm not a fan of wanton mee

but this particular stall has me coming back for more.

Their noodle is very Q!!!

I like. =)

Besides the standard wanton mee,

this stall also served their wanton mee with roasted duck for the price of $4 per plate.

If you have a big appetite,

I suggest you should try ordering a bigger portion.

Coz the $4 portion is just nice for a small appetite like me.

Do give it a try if you happen to be at that area.

Wanton Mee

Close Up of the Wanton Mee

Should I?

2008-05-23T11:04:00.002+08:00

I'm not too sure whether should I tell the truth.

Should I?

Caught in a dilema.

Disappointment!

2008-05-18T13:49:00.003+08:00

Feeling somehow disappointed in someone.

Not in a way how I was being treated.

But in a way how that person handled and does stuffs.

Certain things were said.

But saw no single sign to improve it.

I guess a leopard will never change its spot.

Prove me wrong!

Pardon Me

2008-05-17T18:10:00.001+08:00

Havent been blogging lately.

To be more precise,

I have been living in my own world for the past month.

I dun know what got into me.

I hate the present me.

Maybe its my health that is deteriorating.

Maybe its the hot and humid weather.

Insomnia. Gastric. Gastric Flu. Headaches. Stomach Bloating. Body Aches seem to find comfort in my body.

It makes me no longer enjoy the stuffs which I used to like.

It makes me under perform at work.

It makes me no mood to dress up for work and play.

All I wanna do nowadays is to stay at home and get away from the sun.

Sorry to those people whom I have been ignoring your calls, smses, msn,turning down invitations
Right now I just dun have the energy to socialize.

Call me anti social.

But at this moment I only wanna be with people whom I feel comforted with.

Be myself.

Once I found back the healthy old me.

I shall be back socializing.

Poor Customer Service By M1

2008-04-01T12:22:00.004+08:00

I wanna complain!!!!

M1 has poor customer service!

Had a bad encounter with M1 yesterday.

Went to M1 to upgrade my dad's plan on his behalf.

Had his original ic and authorization letter on hand.

But I was rejected upfront, as M1 keep insisted that my dad has to be present to sign the documents.

Even if its for a home delivery.

Mind you their delivery timing is from 2pm to 4pm.

At such a timing,

Any working personnel will be working.

Who will stay at home just to wait for the delivery and sign the necessary documents

When they can simply authorize anyone at home to help them sign the documents.

Cant understand why they are so inflexible

When rival companies do practice such procedures.

They are just making things inconvenience for their customers.

I totally cant understand their rational behind it.

Whatever the case is,

They have just lost a loyal customer.

Decided to switch to Singtel once my contract ends.

One thing for sure,

Singtel provides better customer service!

Thanks A Million

2008-03-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

Thanks for taking care of me when I got drunk last night.

I finally realised how terrible and horrible I look like when I got drunk.

Now your constant nagging of not to get drunk during pubbing or clubbing wun fall to deaf ears.

I will try to subdue my drinking habit.

Unexpected Call

2008-02-03T14:48:00.000+08:00

Received an unexpected call yesterday evening.

On the other end of the line was a familiar voice.

A voice which I havent heard for months.

Though its only a short 5 mins conversation,

Its heartwarming still. =)

Addicted...

2008-01-27T14:31:00.000+08:00

I FINALLY get it done!

Have been contemplating it for years.

Plucked up my courage and get it done yesterday.

Like what others told me,

The pain is bearable.

Bearable indeed.

But the pain still lingers throughout the whole process.

Its an experience which I will never forget.

I hearted the finally product. =)

"Xiao Pang" did a great job!

Now I finally understand why people always wanted a tattoo after another.

Its ADDICTIVE!!!

I'm addicted! =0

"My Scar For Life"

Hectic 2008

2008-01-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

It has been a hectic 2008 so far.

Has been busy with work due to the arrival of the bosses.

Now I can finally heave a sigh of relief as they are heading back home.

Received positive feedbacks, phew.

Am glad that I am able to connect with my boss.

I reckon because we both are dog lovers.

I managed to clinch my first cooperate sales in the new year. =)

Witnessed the grand opening of Terminal 3.

Felt like a kid,

As I got all excited about the landing of the first SQ Airbus in T3

And the welcoming of the first batch of passengers of T3 by the Ministry of Foreign Affairs.

My parents celebrated their 24th wedding anniversary on the 10th.

Happy Anniversary!

Just as I wished that my health will improve in 2008,

I was down with gastric flu and fever on the third week of the new year.

Guess Its time for me to build up my immune system.

Am anticipating about this coming Sat.

I'm fearful yet excited about it.

Hopefully everything isnt as scary as I thought it will be.

Keeping my fingers crossed.

A Brand New Start

2008-01-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

A brand new year.

A brand new start.

A brand new look for my blog. =)

2007 wasnt exactly a good year for me.

Lost a couple of close kins last year

It made me realised how vulnerable life is.

Made me treasure life more.

My health wasnt at its best last year.

Fever. Gastric Flu. Cough and Flu seemed to have victory over my immune system easily.

Met someone whom I thought could make me fall in love once again.

But the play hard to get attitude of mine coz the happiness to slip away.

Lesson learnt.

On a happier note,

Magic has been gaining weight.

No longer a skinny golden retriver.

I FINALLY graduated this year.

My first job was a great one.

Had lovely boss and colleagues.

But due to the boredom of the job and the distance

I decided to call it a quit after 3 months.

The current job is great too.

Hopefully it will continue this way for this year.

Decided not to have new year resolution for this year.

As I tended not to fulfill it.

Just hope that this year will be a better year than 2007.

Happy New Year to all!

2007-11-24T14:46:00.000+08:00

Life is so vulnerable.

One moment you are still strong and healthy,

The next moment you are bedridden.

Found myself once again in the familiar ward of ICU of TTSH.

Seeing the tubes all over her body

And how weak she has become

Makes my heart ache.

There are people who are trying so hard to fight for survival

While there are people out there who give up life so easily.

Her days are limited.

The decision made might be a cruel one.

But felt its the best for her.

Random thoughts

2007-11-17T02:26:00.000+08:00

Everything is finally over.

I thought I will be strong like the first time round.

But I was wrong.

This time round it hit me harder than I thought.

Indeed I felt a sense of relief the moment it was over.

I thought I could cope well.

But later did I know the sense of loss crept in later.

I felt I lost a part of me.

The more I tried to put on a brave front.

The more upset I felt.

I followed every single advice Prof Tan gave.

But the more I followed,

The more upset I felt.

The more it reminded me that it was gone.

This time round you emerged as a warrior,

While I'm the loser.

I thanked you for the care and concern you gave during this period.

Thanked you for being there for me.

But I know deep down inside it will take some time for me to get over it.

As much as I want to be emtionally dependent on you,

I know I cant.

I know I am selfish to ask you to put the pursuit on hold.

But right now I know I still need you to be there for me.

Before I can give the blessings.

I'm really tired.

Its tough being strong.

I need a shoulder to cry and lean on.

Life's not a bitch!

2007-09-18T14:33:00.000+08:00

Chanced upon a few quotes which I find it very meaningful.

"Every single person will experience these feelings at some point during their lifetime: tragedy, failure, depression and hopelessness but they will also experience joy, happiness, success and unconditional love. We live in a world of duality. There is a reason for it."

"No matter how tough and rocky life is, one MUST have the determination to walk through it bravely. It is just part and parcel of life."

No matter what happen, dont lose faith in yourself.

We will always be there for you.

Jiayou!!!!

Missing Him

2007-08-29T14:36:00.000+08:00

I miss his name appearing on my phone.

I miss his sweet msgs.

I miss his grumblings about my late night outs.

I miss his naggings about my weekly mahjong sessions.

I miss his teh-ness.

But its too late.

Thanks for the sweet memories.

Its time to close this chapter and move on.

Post Pics 230607- Birthday Celebrations @ Central

2007-08-16T16:46:00.000+08:00

Post Pics- Pre-Birthday Celebrations @ Cosafe & Phuture

2007-07-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

Unexpected...

2007-07-19T14:52:00.000+08:00

Never did I expect I will bump into him.

It has been a good 6 years since we last heard of each other.

Gone were the ah beng looking boy which I had fallen for years back.

Instead a neatly looking young chap stood in front of me now.

For no reason,

My heart skipped a beat.

My face blushed.

I didnt have the courage to talk or look at him.

Maybe it will be another good 6 years before I have the courage to talk to him.

Thanks for the sweet memories that you have given me...=)

What Makes A Girl Happy?

2007-07-16T10:08:00.001+08:00

A Reason, A Season, A Lifetime...

2007-07-10T11:18:00.000+08:00

Received an email from Mr Kenneth.

Though most of my friends would have received it,

Felt that I should share it again

Coz I found it very meaningful.

Here it goes.

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.!

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant .

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

New Journey...

2007-07-09T10:28:00.000+08:00

Embarking on a new phase of my life.

Officially a member of the working class.

The first week at work was a breeze.

Besides attending meetings and visiting the project sites,

I pretty much had nothing to do.

For the whole week,

The admin and finance department were busy with the changes in GST.

I couldnt offer my help

As I wasnt from that department.

I could only watch them in action.

Everyone in the office is busy.

I'm the only slacker around.

Felt like a bimbo.

I was lucky enough to earn a lunch treat from my boss on the very first day of work.

Dun be mistaken.

The treat wasnt to welcome me.

Instead it was more of an encouragement to the rest before the start of a new project.

It seems like this is his practice.

Had our lunch at a Japanese restaurant called Santaro @ Amara Hotel.

It was funny seeing how my boss keep nudging my colleague to order more food each time the waitress came to refill our green tea.

My boss finally gotten my name right on my 3rd day of work.

I gotten my own name card..=)

I quite like the environment here.

It seems like a bubbly environment.

Everyone here is nice and bubbly.

From the boss to colleagues.

Hmm maybe becoz its just my first week of work.

Havent really experience the office politics yet.

Everything seems so nice for the time being.

Shall monitor the situation.

Work aside.

The weekends saw me winning my highest record of winnings in Mj..=)

But also the highest records of my losings..=(

But nevertheless,

I still love MJ!!!!!

Questions In Mind...

2007-07-05T12:34:00.000+08:00

I'm toying with the idea of cutting my hair short.

I'm toying with the idea of locking up my blog.

I'm toying with the idea of getting a new line.

hmm should I??

Tired...

2007-06-30T18:45:00.000+08:00

Having to deal with the sudden loss of granny,

problems of friendship and some personal stuffs at the same time can be quite tiring.

I think I have hit the lowest point in my life.

I'm tired.

Lesson Learnt...

2007-06-14T01:05:00.000+08:00

" Being good to people dun always pay off "

Fcuking pissed off and disappointed.

One more good reason to affirm the dead feelings.

Ups and Downs...

2007-06-11T16:48:00.000+08:00

It was a week of ups and downs.

Downs.

My immune system was down once again.

Eye infection and fever kept me in bed from Sunday to Tuesday.

I could barley open my eyes on Sunday.

Felt like a blind man.

Fever has become my best friend for the past 2 months.

It was the third time in the past 2 months that he visited me.

Granny was hospitalized.

Visited her over the weekend.

Her condition was stable and nothing serious.

Phew.

The strap of my heels broke after my interview.

Blisters were found on both feet at the end of the day.

Think its time to get use to walking around in heels.

The nuisance calls are back once again.

And it irritated the hell out of me.

When will it stop completely?

Ups.

Cho, my driving instructor, said that I could pass my TP if I continue to keep up with the good driving....=)

Was finally called up for an interview.

Keeping my fingers cross for the second interview.

Gotten myself 2 pairs of heels and a top.

When is Charles & Keith having sales??

I'm eyeing a few pairs of heels and wedges.

I was the biggest winner for Sat's mahjong game.

My cousin is pregnant with a baby boy.

Its a Virgo Baby.

Virgo.

Gemini.

Its only 3 months differences.

Random Thought #5

2007-06-10T18:51:00.000+08:00

Its amazing how one's mood can affect another.

I'm affected by it unknowingly.

Random Thoughts #4

2007-05-23T17:00:00.000+08:00

Pardon me if the entry doesnt seem to flow.

Dun know how to start the entry.

Just wanna get my thoughts penned down.

For the past 2 weeks,

I lost my direction.

All the while I knew my feelings clearly

There maybe times when I felt nasty about it.

But I still managed to brush it off.

Without any slightest thought.

Until he brought up the topic on that fateful night.

Thats when I started to question myself.

For that entire 2 weeks I thought I still have feelings for him.

But after being a clown over the weekends,

I came to realise something.

The feelings for him is no longer there.

Its not him that I miss.

Its his companionship which I'm too used to.

Pardon me for the decision I've made.

I'm just alittle ashamed to face you for the time being.

十三么...

2007-05-04T01:17:00.000+08:00

It was another night of mahjiong with the usual kakais.

Guess what??

Sini won in one of the game with 十三么.

Somemore she zi mo.

Have been playing mahjiong for 2 years.

Never did I once won with 十三么.

Lucky Gal.

十三么...

Goodbye NUS

2007-05-01T23:35:00.001+08:00

Sorry folks for the lack of updates.

The past few weeks were busy rushing thru assignments, case study and prepared for exams.

Finally I can kiss goodbye to exams.

No more exams in the short run.

No more assignments,projects and presentations for the time being.

My four years in NUS has finally ended.

Make many new friends throughout these four years.

Though we might not be that close.

But I'm glad that I have them as my course mates.

Going through the endless presentations.

Rushing through projects into wee hours in school.

These will be the memories I will keep with me.

Finally I'm a graduate.

No longer an undergraduate.

Counting down to my commencement which will start in the first week of July.

So my dear gals,

Prepare to take leave on the first week of July.

hehe.

Goodbye NUS

2007-05-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

Fever...

2007-04-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

The Good Friday long weekend was finally here.

But I kissed good bye to my long weekend.

My long weekend was spent nursing a high fever at home.

Was down with fever on Thursday.

It was terrible.

One moment I will be shivering with cold,

The next moment I will be sweating like hell.

My head was feeling heavy all these while.

For a moment I thought I would be admitted to the hospital.

Temperature was fluctuating between 38.8 degree Celsius to 40.5 degree Celsius throughout the 3 days.

Appetite was poor.

Vomited whatever went in my stomach, including water.

I felt like i was pregnant instead of having a fever.

Doctor warned against the high temperature and the vomiting.

If my condition still persists on Sunday, I would have to see him again.

But luckily,

both the fever and the vomiting were gone.

Still feeling a little weak though.

But everything is okie now.

Now I have a phobia for medicine.

Random Thought #3

2007-04-04T10:46:00.001+08:00

Human are selfish.

They want the best of both worlds.

A long week...

2007-03-28T15:25:00.000+08:00

Finally here I am blogging away.

The week was a busy one.

With some hiccups here and there.

Was tied up with work, school and tution.

Shuttling between school and work and the kid's places can be a tiring one.

But luckily someone crappiness always never fail to cheer me up.

It was grandpa 3rd death anniversary on Sunday.

All of us gathered together to do a last ritual for him.

How time files.

Its been 3 years since he passed away.

In the midst of my hectic schedule,

I still managed to find time to catch up with old pals and pamper myself...hehe

It was Movies and Ktv night on Wed and Thurs with Jean N Jackson.

Watched 300 and Mr Bean.

Wasnt tat fantastic after all.

Hearty Paws is out.

I wanna watch.

Friday was gal's night out at the Clinic.

Followed by Buddy's night at MOS on Saturday.

Sunday was a day of relaxation.

Pamper myself with a manicure.

Recently I felt tat my life was being intruded.

Close friends should know what happened.

Someone has been snooping around my friendster n blog.

Trying to find out any tiny teeny info about my life.

I'm fine with people reading about my life.

But please dun disturb my life and my friends too.

I dun like to repeat myself umpteen times.

If I said nasty stuffs to you,

please be smart enough to back off.

Close friends of mine know that I normally dun make nasty remarks

If I made nasty remarks to you,

It means u irritated the hell out of me

and I have condemned you.

So please be smart and dun act like a loser.

Wen told me some stuffs yesterday

And it scared me.

Hopefully this wun happen to me.

It will be a week of anticipation.

I'm keeping my fingers cross.

But at the same time I'm telling myself not to pin too much hopes.

The higher I hoped,

The greater I fall.

Whatever the case is,

I think I will have fun this Sunday.

It makes me feel like a young girl once again...=)

Random Thought #2

2007-03-14T16:44:00.000+08:00

Just when I thought its a new beginning,

It turned out to be an ending.

Being too honest doesn't help.

Well, I felt that honesty is important in a relationship.

If I said I'm not feeling any less disappointed,

I'm lying.

I knew I had fallen somehow into it.

But luckily,

Its still not tat deep.

Maybe its a good sign.

I dun have to worry about all the issues linking to it.

I dun have to overcome the courage to love again.

But one thing I know for sure,

This time round I'm not going to give up my friends over guys.

Definitely.

Random Thoughts #1

2007-03-07T11:36:00.000+08:00

爱真得需要勇气。。。

Happy Gal...=)

2007-03-05T01:05:00.000+08:00

I'm a happy gal.....=)

What makes me a happy gal??

The 10 reasons below contributed to my happiness.

1. I had a fabulous weekend.

2. I had half of my food cravings satisfied
- I miss Sushi Tei.

- I miss Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao.

3. I had my dinner at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe on Friday.
- I love their Bo Lou Bao.
- I love their Ice HK milk Tea.
- I love the place.
- I'm definitely going back again...hehe.

4. I had steamboat dinner on Saturday.
- Had plates after plates of beef, golden mushroom, spinach, oysters, prawns, slices fish...etc

5. I had NYDC famous boney cake.
-Simply love having the chocolate chip ice-cream over the hot brownie...Yummy!!!

6. The apparels which I ordered from the Taiwan Spree has arrived.

7. I watched Music and Lyrics Sneak Preview on Saturday.
- Was quite disappointed.
- The movie wasnt as good as I have expected.
- I wanna watch Hearty Paws.
- Wondering when is it going to be screened.
- Hopefully it wun disappoint me.

8. I went to Balcony.
- I ordered Chocolate Mint Martini.
- Didnt like it.
- Didnt like the taste of Mint....Yeeks!!
- I still prefer Lychee Martini.

9. Having to see my friends able to click well and have fun together.
- Thanks people for making clubbing at MOS a fantastic one on Friday.
- Tim & Jacq
- Stewart & Kangwei
- Sebest & friends
- Irene, Chian Yee & Debbie
- I had fun that night.
- Hope u all enjoy yourselves too...=)

10. I made my first attempt in cooking dinner.
- Mummy couldnt make it back in time for preparation of dinner that day.
- I volunteered to cook dinner.
- Took 45 mins to prepare... long right.
- I cooked the veggie, the soup and rice.
- Reheat the meat and fish.
- Mummy gave me a 6/10 for the veggie.
- 8/10 for the soup....hehe
- I need to polish up my cooking skills.

The above 10 reasons are Genevieve's guide of being a happy gal for the week of 26th Feb to 4th March.

Hmm wonder what will this week be like?

Oh yar, theres something I wanna share with u guys.

Especially my fellow mahjong players.

Came across an article on mahjong on the newpaper.

Here are some interesting facts from the article regarding the game.

Not too sure whether u all know about it.

Did you know...

1. Upon winning 十三么, the player has to walk around the table and give a hongbao to the owner of the house.

2. It is considered a taboo to leave the mj table during the 西风.
This supposedly causes one's luck to change.

3. The fourth player is refrain from throwing 西 when 3 西 have been discarded in a row.
This is because 4 西sounds like "all players die together" in Cantonese.

4. Discarding 一铜 during 西风 is a taboo.

This sounds like "all players die together.

5. Never buy shoes and meet a monk before a game.

This is said to be unlucky.

How true is this??

Its up to u to believe.

Ending the entry with the pics taken at MOS

And

A song " Way back into Love" from Music and Lyrics.

A nice and catchy Song.

@ MOS 020307

Me, Debbie, Chian Yee & Irene...

Us @ the Toliet...

Pretty Chian Yee with The Bunny Teeth mE..=P

Camera- whoring @ The Toilet again..

A failed attempt of trying to capture the 4 of us.

Me & Irene @ The rETro Room...

Me & Stewart...Love this pic...

Me & Kangwei...

My 2 Bubbies...Stewart & Kangwei

Trying to Act Cute...

Another attempt to act cute...

My Proud Effort...

Camera- whoring #1

2007-02-28T02:36:00.000+08:00

Kelvin & Ah Lai's birthday celebration @ Power station 230207

Celiene, Ah Lai & Xiufang

Xiufang & Kelvin

Alex, Edmund & Kelvin

Me & Kelvin

Xiufang & Celiene

Ah Lai, Celiene,Me & Xiufang

Ah Lai & Xiufang

Edmund,Xiufang, Me & Celiene

Kelvin & Celiene

Say Cheese!!!

4 babes @ Dbl O

Pisces...

2007-02-26T01:23:00.000+08:00

February is coming to an end soon.

And March will be arriving in a couple of days.

The horoscope of Pisces (19 Feb to 20 March) will dominate during this period.

Realised that I have a couple of Pisces friends around.

The first one to kick off the birthday celebration was Weiming.

His birthday was last Friday,23 Feb.

Sorry,

Wasnt able to join u and Kenneth at Dbl O for your birthday celebration.

Read up on the characteristics of Pisces.

Heres the traditional Pisces traits:

Imaginative and sensitive
Compassionate and kind
Selfless and unworldly
Intuitive and sympathetic

On the dark side....

Escapist and idealistic
Secretive and vague
Weak-willed and easily led

Pisces would most likely get along well with...

Scorpio (Born October 23 - November 21)

Cancer (Born June 22 - July 22)

Capricorn (Born December 22 - January 19)

Taurus (Born April 20 - May 20)

Hmm how true it is.

No wonder I'm clicking well with them.

Haha.

Its way past 12 midnight.

So Before I sign off.

Kelvin,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Lost...

2007-02-23T17:03:00.000+08:00

Its raining now and I'm stuck in the office.

So here I am blogging away.

Its Friday again.

Time for partying.

I look out of the window and saw Mdm wong on my left and Momo on my right.

But somehow I no longer have the desire to party.

Maybe becoz I have been partying way too much for the past 2 months

That I lost the desire.

Its birthday celebration for Ah Lai and Kelvin later on.

The usual partying gang will be there.

Looking forward to see them.

Love their company.

Not too sure where we are heading.

Its either St James or Ddl O.

Ah Lai and Kelvin, can we go Ddl O??Please...=p

Was surfing the net just now.

Came across a daily horoscopes prediction for the day.

It said that Cancerians will be feeling confused for the day.

Thats true.

I have been feeling confused ever since I woke up this morning.

But the werid thing is I dun even know what I'm confused about??

It seems like I dun really understand myself nowadays.

I no longer can understand myself .

No longer can explain my own feelings.

No longer can articulate my own thoughts.

It seems like I have become a stranger to myself.

I seem to have lost myself.

Lost in the hectic world.

Perhaps I'm tired.

Perhaps its the heavy workload.

Perhaps I'M stressed out.

Perhpas its time to retreat back to my own comfort world.

To recharge and recollect myself.

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

Happy Lunar New Year

2007-02-23T02:55:00.000+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year!!!

I'm too lazy and tired to blog about what happened during Chinese new year.

I will keep it short and sweet.

Housevisiting.

Mahjiong.

Drinking.

Were the events that took place during the 3 days of chinese new year holidays.

Theres less ang baos this year.

But I recieved a big fat ang bao from daddy...=)

Thanks daddy!!!

I'm heading off to bed now.

Its partying at St James tml to celebrate Ah lai and Kelvin's birthday.

Night.

G ranny together with Baby Millard and Xiao Yi

My nephew, Baby Millard

Me with baby Le Xuan

Moving On...

2007-02-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

I wanted so much to say this out loud to the whole world.

"I'VE SUCCEEDED IN MOVING ON...."

Since the start of the new year I realised something.

I no longer think of him.

I no longer cry over him.

And

I no longer have the urge to check out his blog like the past.

All along I knew I have move on.

Leaving the memories we once had behind.

But to what extend??

I'm not too sure.

Its only yesterday that I found out I have completely move on.

No longer was there any heartache when reading about him and other gal.

The once familiar heartache which I experienced when reading about Runny was nowhere to be found.

I kinda like this feeling.

No romantic feeling.

No jealousy.

No heartache.

Just a pure feeling of love, care and concern for a friend.

I like the way we are now.

Keeping contact as friend.

Being there for each other when one party needs help.

Not forgetting our love for Magic too.

Just remember my ears and shoulders are always available.

This doesn't apply to him only.

But to all of my friends too.

Especially the gals and my 2 bubbys.

Without u guys, I wun be able to make it to where I am today.

Love you guys.

Love you too, Magic.

Friends..

2007-02-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

Made a new friend at Dbl O last Fri.

A sweet looking girl named Elaine.

She was walking wobbly towards the toilet when I met her.

Seeing that she was all alone by herself I decided to help her.

She burst into tears the moment we reached the toilet

And started to confide in me about her relationship problem.

Thats when our friendship began.

I saw the past me in her.

But compared to her, I was much more fortunate.

I had the support and love from family and friends.

Whereas she is suffering all this alone as she told no one about it.

Sleeping pills and anti-depression pills became her best friends now.

Saw several cuts on her wrist too.

It hurts to see her suffering like this.

I wanted to help her but I dun know how.

All I can do is provide a listening ear, some advice and companion.

It takes time and own determination to get out of it.

I have done it

And I believed she can do it too.

Its just a matter of time.

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Friends dun take advantage of friends

Especially in terms of physical touch.

You dun go around getting to know people better through physical contact.

Do you fuck ur mum to get to know her better??

So dun come and bullshit with me with all these kind of nonsense.

No use apologising for what you have done.

I will be more than happy if we just end our friendship here.

So just stay out of my life.

A peaceful week...

2007-01-30T12:08:00.000+08:00

The week went by peacefully.

I have been a good gal this week.

I partied less.

Clubbed only once, at dlb O on a Saturday night.

Sang only once, with Xiufang and Irene on Friday.

Dined only once, at Paris with my Taka colleagues on Wed.

BUT....

I shopped TWICE this week.

Once with my mum and once with Xiufang.

I bought 2 pairs of shoes in one goal.

That's the 3rd pair of shoes I bought for this month.

Nothing else caught my eyes except for a halter neck blouse.

I have a new look...=)

Went for a haircut on Saturday.

My hair is damn short now as compared to last time.

From waist length to shoulder length.

Its been ages since I have shoulder length hair.

Its Asian Cup Finals with the gals tml.

Singapore VS Thailand.

GO, Singapore!!!

Feelings..

2007-01-23T00:33:00.000+08:00

A same question was asked by 2 different people on a same day.

I was shocked.

I freaked out.

One claimed he was joking.

I heaved a sign of relief.

I treasured our friendship alot.

He was a great buddy.

Didnt wanna jeopardise our friendship.

The other claimed he was serious.

He blurred out everything that night.

I freaked out alittle upon hearing it.

Probably becoz of the great setback with Jeff which left a fear in me.

Most importantly, I enjoyed my single hood now...=)

I finally recovered from everything and found my old self back.

So I dun wanna plunged in so fast.

I still wanna have fun..=p

I told him how I feel and he respected it.

Will anything happen in the near future??

Shall wait and see...=p

Ending the entry with a song by 戴愛玲_對的人 .

Loved the song.

It described how I view and feel about relationship now.

Enjoy..=)

Finally...

2007-01-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

I finally found it.

Here it goes:

The VESTA

A holder for my accessories collections, earrings in particular.

Been hunting it for very long and guess where I found it??

The school bazaar!!!!

Bought it at a cheap price of $24.

It can hold up to 60 pairs of earrings.

Fantastic for someone who is obsessed in buying earrings like me..=)

Now my earrings have a place to call home.

Another marvellous week.

2007-01-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

The week was marvellous..=)

School has started and I managed to have 3 days week.Something to rejoice.

Had more lunch and dinner dates.

Lunched at Yishun Laska House.The Laska still taste as good.Yummy!!!

Dinner at Dim Tai Feng. The sua kui me thought it was some posh restaurant.But it wasnt.The food wasnt that fantastic. I still prefer Crystal Jade.

Dinned at Taste of Thailand and Hanabi on Thursday and Friday respectively.

Fondue at Hagen Dazs, followed by brownie mud pie at NYDC.

What a sinful week...=p

More partying.

Zouk.St James. Dragonfly. MOS.

Clubbed with project superstars contestants.

Michelle.Kenny.Jeremy Chan.

I still prefer MOS on weekends and not forgetting Zouk on a mambo night..=)

More drinking sessions.

Apricot brandy. Chive as. Vodka. Jim Bean. Johnny Walker.Whisky.

And....

More Ktv sessions..=)

Celebrated 10th years of friendship with the 2H Gang.It was nice meeting and catching up with old pals.

Gotten myself a belated Christmas present.

Nokia N73.

Finally found my shoes.

But I'm greedy.I want more..=p

I have been spending way too much.

Its time to curb my spending habits.

I'm falling sick.

Itchy throat. Hoarse voice. Non-stop of sneezing.

The wound on my right thigh is healing.

All thanks to the damn ex centellase ointment ($16.80) which I have been faithful applying every morning and night.

Naughty Magic.

I enjoyed myself on Thursday.

Thanks for the night.

I miss Magic and Junior.

I'm deprived of sleep.

I seriously need my beauty sleep.

Night everyone.

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Found myself back in this familiar place.

Theres this fear in me when I stepped into this once familiar place.

Perhaps I'm not ready for it.

Perhaps theres something I'm afraid of.

I'm not too sure too.

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps